The conversation changed. Ida would gladly have heard more of a topic,
so unusual, and previously so unpleasing, but he dropped it, and she
did not oppose him. The manner, more than the matter of his language,
took her fancy. He did not arrogate superiority of sense or goodness,
and had none of the stereotyped cant she dreaded; he did not preach,
but talked, easily and quietly; most of the time, with the smile she
thought so beautiful, and she observed his avoidance of "you" and
"I,"--substituting, when it could be done--"we" and "us," as if to lay
a platform of perfect equality. If he had intended to leave the room,
when he fell in with her, he altered his purpose. Charley and Lynn
paid their respects, chatted awhile, and went their ways;--the former
to dance and jest with divers merry belles, who hailed his approach,
a relief from the very minor flats, upon which they had been playing,
during the tedious hours in the halls, which were _not_ "halls of
mirth." Lynn sought Ellen Morris; and if Ida had seen the scarlet
stain that suffused her cheeks, as she perceived him, she would have
had "confirmation strong" of a suspicion entertained from the first
time she had beheld them together. Mr. Lacy withstood his jailor's
offers of liberation. "If she were inclined to change her place, or
to promenade, he was at her service, but no alteration could better
his condition;" and Ida's fears of detaining him, being dissipated by
this straight-forward avowal, she abandoned herself to the enjoyment
of communion with a noble intellect and finely-attuned spirit. The
announcement of supper, the tocsin of liberty to a majority of the
company, interrupted their lively dialogue.
Long before this, Josephine's eyes had raked the parlours from wall to
wall, and she was fully satisfied, or _dis_-satisfied that her polar
star was missing.
In the sickness of the disappointment, she hated the show of pleasure
going on about her: the most fagged-out of the chaperon wall-flowers
did not wish for the hour of separation more ardently than did
she. There was one streak of light upon the cloud;--no society
could recompense him for parting with hers, and he had departed in
consequence: but she could have bitten her tongue off, as she deplored
her injudicious declaration (untrue too!) of devotion to an amusement,
for which she cared nothing. Was ever girl so impolitic? What if he
were himself one of this "religious sort?" the bare supposition was
distracting! she had committed the unpardonable sin!
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