Rachel was coming to see after her, and hearing a ring as she tripped
by the front door, opened it. A man handed her a package saying,
briefly, "For Miss Ross," and instantly vanished. Ida saw Lynn's
hand in the superscription of the bulky parcel, and broke the seal.
Two letters were within it; one directed to Ellen Morris; the
other,--enclosing a miniature--to herself.
"My best, truest friend!" she read, "I cannot trust myself to speak
the farewell my heart indites to one who has been a loving and
faithful sister to me. It would unman me, and I have occasion for all
my manliness at this juncture. I have no regret in the prospect of
leaving a world where my horoscope was cast in clouds and storm;--I
cannot undergo the pangs of seeing your grief. Destiny will be
accomplished, Ida, however insignificant the instrument with which
it works. Charley will inform you of the baseness of that which has
severed the one shining thread of my existence. Heaven grant you may
never know the hatefulness of life, when that for which you thought,
toiled, lived, is torn from you! I have struck the reptile who trailed
over my Eden-flowers, and reared his head insultingly amid the ruin
he helped to effect, and in his unspent malice he would sting me to
death. The sting of death is gone! there will be unintentional mercy
in the stroke that releases me. I have been mad--I am calmer now. If I
know my own heart, I wish him no evil; I shall not attempt his life--I
will not imbrue my hands in the blood of the murdered.
"You will give the enclosed to my poor Ellen--'_my Ellen_!' she has
forbidden me to call her by that name. It may be, she will pity, when
no more, the wretch she could not love when living.
"My sister and friend! what can I say to you? Forgive my ingratitude
in being willing to die before I have made some feeble return for your
goodness! Will you wear or keep this image of him, by whom you were
never forgotten--not in the death-agony? I have written to Charley,
but he will not receive the letter until all is over. I was unwilling
to risk this--its contents are too sacred. You are dreaming in your
innocent slumbers, of years of peace and joy--I shall not close my
eyes but in the sleep that knows no awakening to care and woe. 'The
blessing of him who is ready to perish' be upon you!
"LYNN."
Ida's impulse was to scream for help; but ere her palsied tongue did
her bidding, the futility of all attempts to save him stared upon her;
the hour--nearly midnight; the illness of their man-servant; Mr. Read's
absence; her ignorance of Lynn's locality or plans beyond his suicidal
intention--towered, frowning spectres, mountain-high, each with its
sepulchral "Impossible!" Some women would have swooned--some sunk down
to weep in impotent despair;--the shock over, her energetic spirit
rallied to meet the emergency. He should be saved! at the peril of her
life, if need be--what were personal convenience and safety?
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