"I am alone--the last light tread
And laugh have died upon my ear;
And I may weep unchecked--nor dread
The scorn, that forces back the tear.
I turn to Thee! oh! when the strings,
The trustful heart has fondly thrown,
Wound closely round its best-loved things--
Are, by one stroke, asunder torn,
And bleeding, crushed, uncared for, lie--
When Hope's gay smile no joy can throw,
And the soul breathes but one wish--to die!
To whom else can the suffering go?
Thou--Thou dost look within, and read
How I have sought for love, and found
Reproach instead--how in its need
My spirit bowed it to the ground,--
E'en to the dust--and deemed it nought
Bore patiently, when pained and wronged
And smiled on sorrow, if it brought
The priceless boon for which it longed.
In vain! in vain! and now I come--
As to her nest the dove doth flee;
Give Thou my wandering heart a home--
And bind its shattered chords to Thee!"
"My poor child! are you then so sad?"
She knew the hand upon her drooping head before he spoke; and with a
prayer for support, that calmed her fluttering heart, arose to greet
him.
"Am I forgiven for my intrusion?" said he, leading her to a chair. "The
front door was ajar, and hearing your music, I entered without ringing."
"Freely pardoned! Have you been in town long?"
"Since five o'clock this afternoon. I am on my way to the south with
Annie. She is ordered to winter in Florida. Go with us--will you not?
Charley supped with us; and Annie proposed this plan on hearing of your
feeble health. She will wait until you are ready if you comply."
"I am very grateful for her kindness; but I cannot avail myself of it."
"Are there any 'propriety scruples?'" inquired he, smiling. "You will
be her companion; and the most fastidious cannot object to the escort
of a brother, and--an engaged man."
She was fortified against even this. Her arch glance hid the heart-pang
faithfully. "Where is _she?_" she questioned.
"Lelia? at her father's house in S----. Here is her counterfeit." He
unclasped a locket.
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