Mr. Read's disease assumed a chronic type. Some days well enough
to transact business in person,--then relapsing, in consequence of
trifling exposure or change of weather, his existence was a series of
anxieties and sufferings. Ida did not know how she became his nurse;
Josephine would not endure his petulance, and her retorts exasperated
him; and his wife was too deep in the vortex of fashionable life to
waste many minutes upon him; it was unjust and unfeeling to abandon
him to the care of menials; and as with her reading, what was a favor,
voluntarily offered, came to be regarded as a duty, expected and
unrequited. The Danas objected to this thankless sacrifice; but she
persisted. It was during one of his worst spells, that an incident
occurred, which she did not heed at the time, but when recalled by
subsequent events, was fraught with meaning. It was in the evening; and
she was on her way to the dining-room, to order a cup of tea for the
invalid, when the light streaming through a crack in the parlor-door
suggested the probability that the servant she was in quest of, was
lighting the lamps in there. She pushed the door open. Mrs. Read was
in the middle of the room, her face averted, and her arm extended in
repulsion or denial, towards a tall, dark man, who was speaking in
a low, excited tone. "'Forget!' I do not forget that circumstances
are not what they were then!" was all that Ida heard, as she retired
hastily and unseen. As she passed through the entry, she caught a
noise, like the rustle of drapery, but supposed it to be the waving of
her dress in the wind. Mr. Read was in agony; and Ida sent to request
Dr. Ballard's immediate presence. The messenger's steps were not cold
upon the stairs, when the sick man tormented himself with impatience
for the physician's arrival.
"If the servant had a pass, it was not signed--if it was signed, he
had lost it--if he had lost it, Ballard would wait to eat his supper,
before he came. I wish he had this shooting fire through his limbs! It
would put some speed into his lazy body! Ah! there he is!"
It was Mrs. Read, who meeting the servant with the tea, and hearing
of her husband's state, had taken it from him. Ida, preoccupied as
she was, noticed that she was pale and agitated. Her voice too,
was tremulous, and had a cadence that might have been mistaken for
tenderness.
"I grieve to see you so much worse. Drink this, it may relieve you,"
she said, slipping her hand under his pillow to raise his head. Ida
sprang forward to arrest the movement. He was suffering excruciating
pain in his neck; and frantic at its augmentation by this change of
position, he dashed the cup to the floor, with a shocking oath.
"You want to kill me! I've seen that for a long time; and then you can
flaunt to your heart's content. You can marry whom you please, and make
him rich with my money, like the shameless wretch you are!" he yelled,
distractedly.
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