He drank it. "You are!" he went on, obstinately, "I hated you from
the minute you entered this house, and you repaid me with compound
interest. Here you are, sitting up at night; waiting on me all day. I
can't do without you, because you are handy and wakeful, but I don't
like you. Do you hear?"
"Yes, sir."
"I _don't_! and therefore, I'm a fool to tolerate the sight of you. I'm
a fool--_that's_ proved! You are spoiling your eyes and complexion, and
losing the time you might be catching a husband--mewed up here. You
expect to be paid when my will is read--that's knavery--hypocritical
knavery. I haven't left you a red cent; you are a fool to think of it,
and _that's_ proved!"
Pitiful driveller! It was not insensibility, but compassion, that
closed Ida's month, although she knew this was the revelation of the
inner chamber of thought, now that the veil of custom and policy was
rent in twain.
"What time is it?"
"Twelve o'clock, sir."
"That's a lie! it's three, at least! Bring the witch to me. It has
stopped! Hold it to my ear--you've put it back! Lay it down by me! I
don't trust you again!"
The hands pointed to one when Mrs. Read appeared.
"Well, madam!" the form of each tooth was seen through the thin lips,
stretched over them like yellow parchment. "And where have you been
traipsing?"
"I walked down the street."
"And on Main street, too, I'll swear! spending more money than you'd
sell for at auction! Why don't you answer me? Your tongue was more glib
when you were passing compliments with that fellow who walked with you."
"I went out alone, and did not go on Main street."
"You would have been better employed in the kitchen--forever gadding! I
don't want you in here--I'm sick of you and your brazen face!"
"What error to suppose that sickness softens, and predisposes the
heart to repentance!" thought Ida. She went into the other room, and
beckoned Mrs. Read. "The doctor was here this morning," she said; "and
told me, privately, not to mind his irritability, nor to answer him,
unless silence increased it. It is an ordinary symptom in neuralgic
affections. We must be forbearing."
"There is a limit to everything," was Mrs. Read's response.
"True--but forbearance should last as long as the pain we would cure."
"That is your theory, Miss Ida. I am tired of the practice. You mean
well, I have no doubt, but I am not a fit object for your charity."
The asperity was pointed at herself, rather than at her hearer, and Ida
pondered upon her words and manner, often during the day.
"It did not agree with" Josephine "to sit up"--a constitutional
weakness, loudly lamented, and encouraged, instead of overcome. Ida
and Mrs. Read divided the vigil; the mulatto nurse, Sarah, sleeping
in the apartment. Ida was to watch the latter part of the night.
The patient was cross and restless, when she looked in upon him at
bed-time--railing, and swearing and abusive.
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