"You will laugh when I say that I have one in view; but I am hesitating
as to the propriety of making her an offer. I have no false pride to
prevent me from engaging in honest labor; but very sensible people,
in other respects, are troubled with this weakness. Neither do I mean
to term mine a 'charity school,' in consideration for pride of a more
commendable kind, which the parents may have. The teacher will be my
equal and companion. Without interfering with her government, I shall
be as well known to the pupils as herself; if she is absent or sick, be
her substitute; yet she may regard the situation as too humble. Did
you ever see a school-fellow of Carry's named Emma Glenn, a modest,
sweet-looking girl?"
"Glenn! I cannot recall her. She is your choice?"
"Yes, sir. She is, like myself, an orphan. Anna Talbot awakened my
sympathies for her, by relating how and where she saw her last summer.
She is dependent upon her own exertions, and for two years has taught
in the family of an uncle, for the miserable stipend--think of it, sir!
of fifty dollars a year! for instructing six children, two of whom,
sleep in her chamber; and her position is uncomfortable from various
other causes. She was universally beloved at school; and her standing
for scholarship, unquestionable. Can it be more humiliating to labor as
my colleague, than the despised beneficiary of a niggardly relative?"
"I imagine not," he rejoined, smiling. "What is your notion, Mr. Grant,
of this hair-brained young lady?"
"That we should all be better, and I am not sure, but wiser too, for
some of her spirit;" he replied.
"I am not, I hope, thoughtlessly sanguine, Mr. Dana;" pursued Ida. "I
expect discouragement and difficulties, for I know the class I have
to deal with. It is no girl's ambition to play lady patroness that
spurs me on in this task. The idea originated with my mother, and was
a darling scheme of hers and mine; but was laid low with many other
benevolent plans--laid by, I should say--for my prayer and aim are to
prove myself worthy of my parentage. Few females at my age are placed
in my circumstances; and I do not court notoriety or responsibility,
although some will have it so. Constant, stirring exercise is as
indispensable to my mind as body. Forgive me, dear sir; but I have been
distressed by an occasional misgiving, that you thought me unfeminine,
regardless of public opinion. I love my friends as dearly, truly as any
one; I have no relish for masculine pursuits; I would have woman move
in her God-appointed sphere;--but if He has endowed me with talents and
opportunity for extending my usefulness, I _fear_ not to improve them.
Do you understand me?"
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