"Miss Ida--before I met you, I never feared to speak what was in my
thoughts. Policy or compassion may have deterred me--but cowardice
never! I believed I had read every page in man's or woman's heart,
and could flutter them with a breath. You were a study, taken up in
curiosity, and baffling me by its very simplicity. You furnished me
with a clue; but my skepticism cast it aside--to seek it again, and
admit its efficacy in a solitary instance. Ingenuous in word and
deed--you had yet, a hidden history. I felt it then, vaguely--not able
to tell from whence the consciousness sprung. Can it be that virtue
thrives only in the shade?"
He stopped again. Ida's face was crimsoning slowly with confusion and
suspense.
"It _must_ be said!" resumed he, desperately. "I may probe a wound, or
touch a callous heart. Miss Ross! will you state to me candidly, the
character of your acquaintance with Mr. Lacy?"
Ida's tongue was palsied. She would have given her estate for power to
say--"He was my friend;" but it was denied.
"Then bear with me awhile. The evening of our introduction, I imparted
to you the information of Lelia Arnold's engagement; and your
deprecation of her trifling seemed only the detestation of a pure and
upright soul. If I saw mournful pity in the eyes, which were often
riveted by her beauty, I suspected no more. Before leaving Richmond, I
heard that he had been--perhaps was then your lover:--the direction of
your preference was not known. In my superior sagacity, I opined that
my friend Germaine was his fortunate rival. Your rejection of his suit
recalled the gossip I had not thought worth remembering. Lelia was
Helen's confidante; knew of her betrothal to Ashlin, and surmised, if
she was not informed of the rupture, when it occurred. After Mr. Read's
death, my mother mentioned incidentally, that her influence had been
exerted to the utmost, to persuade her friend to accept him. Until I
heard that, I had laughed at her snares to entangle me--the only man,
it was said, who was invulnerable to her arts. I despised her before, I
hated her now; yet the county rung with acclamations over my capture;
and the fair Lelia, in her exultation, was beguiled into an impolitic
show of tenderness. I have her picture, her ring, her letters. I could
dash them into the sea, without a pang, and would plunge after them,
sooner than marry her. I designed a punishment for her falsehood in
friendship and love; but all the while, was haunted with an indefinite
thought that you were to be affected by the result. If your lover
had been wiled away by her machinations, or more likely--if she had
played upon his imagination and sense of honor, in an unguarded hour--I
could free him. I intended to see you, and tell you this, but Helen
hastened the execution of the plot. Breaking our accustomed reserve,
she implored me to quiet her fears touching my marriage. A glimmering
of Leila's treachery had penetrated her mind;--she mistrusted that she
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