Alone on a Wide Wide Sea, Vol. 1 (of 3)Russell, William Clark
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Alone on a Wide Wide Sea, Vol. 1 (of 3)
Russell, William Clark
English fiction -- 19th century; Sea stories
She paused in her speech to hang up the cloak, and then surveyed me
for a few moments in silence. I particularly observed that she ran
her eye with an expression of surprise over my figure, as though she
could not reconcile my white hair and withered face with my youthful
shape. You will not require me to tell you that I was dressed in the
plain, tight-fitting serge costume that I had worn when I made my last
excursion with the boatman Hitchens. It had not suffered much from
exposure, nor from the rude wear to which it had been subjected. It
looked fairly fresh, and at any time I should have thought it still a
wearable, serviceable dress.
‘You appear to have hurt your head very badly,’ said the stewardess.
‘But the injury does not seem fresh--the plaister is surely older than
last night?’
‘Oh yes,’ I answered.
‘But questioning you is not carrying out the captain’s orders, is it?’
said she cheerfully. ‘Now what shall I get you? What could you fancy?
Would you like a plate of chicken and ham and a fresh crisp roll hot
from the oven and a cup of hot coffee?’
I thanked her. She then pointed to a little fixed washstand in the
corner, and told me to make use of her hair-brushes and whatever else I
might require, and she then left me.
A square looking-glass hung over the washstand. I approached and
looked into it and then shrunk from it. Oh! I could not wonder that
the people in this ship had stared when I came on board. My white
hair that had been thinned by every application of the brush fell
raggedly down my back and upon my shoulders. My sallow complexion was
rendered peculiarly sickly by the pallor that had been put into it by
my sufferings during the night. The plaister was no longer white,
but soiled, and when for the second time I looked at my face, I again
shrank back and the old blind cry of my heart, _Who am I?_ rose dumbly
to my lips.
I sank trembling into a chair, and the words ‘Oh God!’ broke from me.
But the word ‘God’ was no more than the echo of a sound, whose meaning
was eclipsed. Again and again, and yet again, in my agony I had uttered
that holy Name, but with no more sense of the meaning than the babe has
when its tiny lips frame the syllables ‘ma-ma.’
After waiting a little I poured out some water and washed my hands and
face, and I then brushed my hair, but I observed that not so many hairs
came away in the bristles as heretofore. I seated myself again and
looked around me, and with kindling interest at the little furniture
in the stewardess’s berth. Near me hung a framed photograph of two
children, a boy and a girl, and close by it hung another photograph of
a respectably-dressed young woman in a bonnet, with an infant of a few
months old on her knee. At these things I stared, and there followed
an inward struggle that made me frown as I looked, and bite my lip and
pluck at my dress with my fingers.
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