Alone on a Wide Wide Sea, Vol. 1 (of 3)Russell, William Clark
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Alone on a Wide Wide Sea, Vol. 1 (of 3)
Russell, William Clark
English fiction -- 19th century; Sea stories
We passed into the brilliant saloon. The sun was now high, and his
beams glittered gloriously upon the skylights, and were multiplied
in a hundred sparkling prisms in the mirrors, lamps, and globes of
fish. Through the windows of the skylight some of the sails of the
ship were visible, and they rose swelling and towering and of a
surf-like whiteness to the windy sky that lay in a hazy marble over
the mastheads. The stewards were stripping the tables of the breakfast
things, and at the forward end of the saloon stood a group of ladies
conversing, and looking through a window on to the decks beyond, where
a multitude of the emigrant or third-class passengers were assembled.
I held my head bowed, for I was ashamed to be seen. The stewardess took
me to her berth, and when I had entered it I sat down, and putting
my hands to my heart I rocked myself and tried to weep, for my heart
felt swollen as though it would burst, and my head felt full, and my
breathing was difficult; but the tears would not flow. Many hours of
anguish had I passed since consciousness had returned to me on board
the brig, but more exquisite than all those hours of anguish put
together was the agony my spirit underwent as I sat in the stewardess’s
berth rocking myself. No light! no light! Oh, I had hoped for some
faint illumination from the questions which had been asked me, from
the sentences which the captain and the surgeon had exchanged about
me. The blackness was as impenetrable as ever it had been. I groped
with my inward vision over the thick dark curtain, but no glimmer of
light crossed it, no fold stirred. The silence and the blackness were
of the tomb. It was as though I had returned to life to find myself
in a coffin, there to lie straining my eyes against the impenetrable
darkness, and there, in the grave, to lie hearkening to the awful hush
of death.
‘Come, cheer up, dear,’ said the stewardess, putting her hand upon my
shoulder. ‘Stay, I have something that will do you good,’ and going to
a shelf she took down a little decanter of cherry-brandy and gave me a
glassful.
‘They told me things that may be true, and I do not know whether they
are true or not,’ said I.
‘What did they say, dear?’
‘They said that I was young, and that my hair was black before I
lost my memory; and they said that I might be the only survivor of a
shipwreck, and that there was nothing--nothing--oh! _nothing_ to tell
where I came from, where my home was, what my name is----!
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