Alone on a Wide Wide Sea, Vol. 1 (of 3)Russell, William Clark
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Alone on a Wide Wide Sea, Vol. 1 (of 3)
Russell, William Clark
English fiction -- 19th century; Sea stories
‘What,’ said Captain Ladmore, fixing his eyes upon Mrs. Richards, but
talking as though he thought aloud--‘what should I be able to tell the
shipmaster to whom I transferred this lady? I should have positively
nothing whatever to tell him. He might hesitate to receive her. His
reluctance would be justified. I myself should certainly hesitate to
receive a shipwrecked lady under such circumstances. I should say to
myself, When I arrive, whom shall I find to receive her? There might,
indeed, be philanthropic institutions to take her in, but if I could
not find such an institution, what should I do? I should have to take
charge of her until I could place her somewhere. I might, indeed,
advertise, send a letter to the newspapers, and trust by publishing her
case to make her existence known to her friends. But then she may have
no friends in England--and meanwhile? I have thought the matter over,’
said he, addressing me, ‘and believe that I cannot do better than keep
you on board, with a chance of your memory returning at any moment, and
enabling me _then_ to take the first opportuning of sending you to your
home, wherever it may be. What do you think?’
‘I cannot think. Oh, if but the dimmest idea would visit my mind to
help you and to help me! It would be dreadful,’ I said in a voice that
was failing me, ‘to find myself on shore, in destitution, without
friends, not knowing what to do, where to go. _That_ thought was a
horror to me in the French brig, when the Frenchmen talked of landing
me at Toulon and handing me over to the British Consul. I remember what
they said: What would the British Consul do for me?’ And then I sprang
from my chair and cried out, hysterically, ‘Oh, Captain Ladmore, what
is to become of me? what is to become of me?’
‘You are amongst friends. Do not take on so, dear,’ said the stewardess.
‘It is my dreadful loneliness,’ I cried, speaking out of the old terror
that was again upon me--the miserable terror that had possessed me
again and again on board the Frenchman.
‘All of us are alone,’ said the captain, in his deep, serious voice;
‘we arrive and we depart in loneliness. God Himself is alone.’
‘Think of that!’ said the stewardess.
‘Whilst you are with us,’ said Captain Ladmore, ‘it is proper that
you should be known by some name. Your initials are clearly A. C. Now
suppose we call you Miss C.? By so terming you we shall be preserving
as much of your real name as we can discover.’ He paused, and a moment
later added, addressing the stewardess, ‘Do you suggest Miss C. or
Mrs. C., Mrs. Richards?’
‘Oh! Miss C., sir, undoubtedly,’ she answered.
I lifted my head, and perceived the captain examining me as
scrutinisingly as the western light that was now weak and fast waning
would permit.
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