World War, 1914-1918 -- France -- Alsace; World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives
I: “You are ready for anything.”
He: “_Et comment!_” With a light in his straightforward _good_ soldier’s
eye, and somewhat as a child longing for the impossible, “Just think of
them in Paris, the restaurants full, _et des femmes sentant bon_!”[22]
Then four dazed officers accompanied by a dazed lady proceeded to awaken
the postmaster from his slumbers. That heroic expression of rejoicing
accomplished, we groped our way to the Place du Chapitre. In one of
the _chanoinesse_ houses Captain Bernard also dwells. Sometimes he has
headaches on account of his wound, and to-night he had left us early to
go home. On his not answering, some one hazarded the remark, “Perhaps
he isn’t there” (Heaven knows there’s nowhere else to be but where one
belongs, at Masevaux!), and it proved, indeed, to be pure defamation, for
after a while he appeared at his window, or rather one heard him saying:
“What’s the matter? I was sleeping the sleep of the just.”
“_Ça y est, l’armistice_,” some one cried out.
Then that man, who had been through every campaign and would forever wear
“Verdun” stamped on his brow, made no answer.
And the night was dark, dark, the lovely moon too young to wait up, even
for peace. We stumbled across the roughly paved square to my dwelling,
and there we clasped hands with a strange, new clasp, and I, the woman
and the American, wanted to say something, anything, but I had only
begun, “_Mes chers amis_,” when I felt my voice break. I turned quickly
and went in. What need to speak? Hearts lay open that night.
_2 A.M._—Have been reading to quiet the heavily throbbing nerves. Picked
out of the bookcase an hour ago _L’Histoire des Elèves de St.-Clément,
Metz_, 1871. The names Gravelotte, St.-Privat, Malmaison, Sedan, confuse
themselves in my mind with Ypres, Verdun, with Belleau Woods, with
St.-Mihiel, Suippes, Eparges. I remember being told that in a terraced
cemetery at St.-Mihiel three thousand Germans sleep. Though friend or
foe, this night I see them all arisen, standing each one by his grave,
clad in horizon-blue, khaki—or field-gray, all those who at some word
of command had left the “pleasant habit of living, the sweet fable of
existence,” and I whispered in great need of consolation, “I know that my
Redeemer liveth and at the last day we shall rise.”
_3 A.M._—And how shall sleep come, lovely sleep, desired like the
morning? I slept not that night of the 3d of August which held the whole
war in its darkness, and now with the youth of the world lying in “the
grave’s quiet consummation,” shall I sleep?
Then slowly I became conscious of emanations from a giant, near people
in defeat, not knowing what new thing to will, casting off the old
fidelities, which once had given them the horn of human plenty. Thrones
were shaking; “when _peoples_ rage, _kings_ must weep”; a world was to be
remade out of empty places and blood.... I remembered how a poet[23] had
cried out, as a prophet, after that other war:
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