World War, 1914-1918 -- France -- Alsace; World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives
The wide bed was of the newest and horridest of _art nouveau_, and over
it was a spread of many pieces of coffee-colored machine-made lace put
together with colored wools. There was a writing-table near the window
at which you couldn’t write, for all the writing space was taken up with
little drawers or tiny jutting-out shelves, and an imitation bronze
vase, holding some faded artificial roses, was built into it, where
the hand would naturally slip along when writing. Over it, between the
windows, hung an illuminated verse, “_Allein soll ich denn reisen? die
Heimat ist so schön._” From the Oberforster’s album some one took and
presented to me a photograph of Anna, which I couldn’t connect with
that room, a rather sharp-nosed, mild-eyed woman whose head was leaning
against her husband’s head. And the husband is one among millions
of husbands who lie in their graves, for whom the pleasant habit of
existence is no more.
Downstairs on their upright piano, in the corner of the dining-room, are
those high piles of music of the masters, and much of it is arranged for
four hands.
In the afternoon a great weariness came upon me, and the light of victory
seemed to pale, but I knew that it was only within myself, because of the
long vigil in which I had burned both oil and wick. I stood listening
for a while to the military bands in the Halle aux Blés and the Place du
Marché, but the gorgeous fanfare of the trumpets reached me only dully,
as from a great distance.
Then many little boys, after the eternal manner of little boys, began to
set off firecrackers, and the sudden noises hurt my ears.
I went to my room, but was too wearied to compose myself to rest, and
soon came out, chilly and wandering. The sun had set upon the square and
something cold had began to come up from the earth; I seemed to have
finished both joy and mourning. I thought that perhaps forever I would be
alone, unable to partake of the world’s gladness.
I could not remember, in that afternoon ebb of vitality, that with
the evening hours would come rushing in the tide of nervous strength,
bringing again warmth to my heart, light to my spirit, and that
buoyantly I would be treading the _Via Triumphalis_ of this borderland.
A little later in a blue twilight, bluer close to the earth where those
many Sons of Victory pressed, I walked out with Laferrière past the
ancient, evocative Ringelstein, along the Doller, and we called on a very
charming woman who had also seen the war of 1870—Madame Caillaux. She
gave us a perfect cup of tea and was flanked by no veteran, and she, the
portion of whose youth and age had been war, was calm with the pleasant
calm of those who harmoniously have sewed together the ends of life.
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