Amethyst: The Story of a BeautyColeridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
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Amethyst: The Story of a Beauty
Coleridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Lucian's religion, was as simple as his view of life. Under its
dictates, he had abstained from the ordinary sins of school and college
life, and had framed his view of what was becoming to a young man of
property. Like the young ruler, he kept the Commandments. He
distinctly believed that his life was ordered for him, and, in this
fresh agony, which had brought a certainty, which, while the separation
from Amethyst had been his _own_ doing, he had never really felt, he
recognised that he must not throw it away.
The right thing to do, soon, was to go and live at Toppings by himself,
or with his mother and sisters. There would never be any one else now.
He would go for his three months' cruise in the _Albatross_, and get
over the worst of his trouble. He thought that he would rather be
alone, at first, than with Sylvester. Somehow, his old companion jarred
upon him. Perhaps friend, as well as love, had outgrown him.
Meanwhile, Sylvester had been haunted by the echo of one of Lucian's
sentences, "All is not right with her now." No, indeed, and the lover
of her girlhood was powerless to help. Could his own love, so much more
full, as it seemed to him, of comprehending in sight, do nothing? He
would have been wretched if she had turned back to Lucian's love. That
could not have sufficed her; but it was far worse that she should choose
the lower part, defy and ignore all the imperious demands of her fine
spirit. And he must stand by and see it--He who had watched her course,
and read her needs and her dangers, from the very first day that, behind
the beauty that had captivated his senses, he had seen the aspiring soul
look out from her eyes.
Through the short hours of darkness Sylvester lay in helpless rage and
despair; but suddenly, when the light of the summer dawn came through
his open window, and the London sparrows began to twitter, and the life
of London to wake up with the roll of the market waggons and the tread
of the earliest passing feet, he started up, inspired with a sudden
purpose.
"I will not stand by, and see it. What matter what she may think of me
or of my doings? I have no hope of her. She is not for me. But my
soul shall tell her soul the truth. She, her true self, shall not fight
the battle alone, with every one around her on the side of the world,
the flesh, and the devil."
Sylvester Riddell was not a person who led an ardent or strenuous life.
His professional duties at the University were not very arduous, his
literary work was of a somewhat dilettante nature, his mind was full of
conflicting theories.
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