Amethyst: The Story of a BeautyColeridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
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Amethyst: The Story of a Beauty
Coleridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"I suppose, Mr Riddell," she said, "that you know why we left London so
suddenly?"
"Yes, my dear," he said gently, "I know all that is to be said on that
matter. I am sorry."
"It is a very unhappy prospect for myself and my sisters," said
Amethyst, with straightforward dignity. "I don't in the least see how
we are to lead lives that can be at all good. You were very kind to me
once--you told me to try and be a little better, if I could not be good.
May I speak to you now?"
"Surely," said Mr Riddell; then after a moment he added, "My son has
told me how fatally he was once mistaken, and how cruel an injury he
once did you."
"Yes," said Amethyst, "but that is all at an end." She paused; then
said, with a deep blush, "Your son has done me a great service now, far
greater than the harm he did then. I don't want to speak about what is
all over. If I could work or study, I could be quite happy. Indeed, I
do care for _many_ other things besides society and admiration; but
there is such a wretched life before us. We shall never see good or
clever people. And I do not feel religion as Una does, though indeed,
Mr Riddell, I wish more to be good than for anything else in the world,
though I have not been good lately."
There was something in the simplicity of this final appeal--coming from
this rarely beautiful girl, with her look of belonging to the great ones
of the earth--that was very touching. Mr Riddell did not answer her
for a minute, then he said--
"That trying to be a little better of which you spoke, that _relative_
goodness that no lot can make impossible--it is important to be clear as
to what is meant by better. Is it to make life a little smoother, or a
little nobler, each day?"
Amethyst looked up as if these words struck her.
"And, Amethyst," said Mr Riddell, stopping in his walk and taking her
by the hand; "there is no need for you to stop at a little--
"`Pray to be perfect--though material heave
Forbid the spirit so on earth to be.'
"Your life is very full of trial, you have high thoughts and good
thoughts. What hinders you from leading it like a saint?"
She looked at him still, but in silence.
"You say you don't `feel religion.' The word is a little vague. You
have felt the guiding hand of God, and He speaks to you in that love of
goodness which you possess. He _will_ speak to you, believe me, with a
yet clearer voice. He has a great deal yet to say to you. Aim
spiritually at the very highest perfection; and, for the rest, my dear,
you must indeed try for `a little.' Perhaps a little study might keep
your mind fresh, and, though I suppose religious observances will often
be difficult to you, do what you can with a little. You have nearly all
your life before you, and there is time in it for a great many things."
A great hope shone in Amethyst's face, a sense of vigour stole again
into her soul. The light dawned in the depths of her earnest eyes, as
she still looked up into her teacher's face.
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