Amethyst: The Story of a BeautyColeridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
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Amethyst: The Story of a Beauty
Coleridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
There was Amethyst and his chance of winning her. She had never been
out of his thoughts, but it went against every generous instinct to seek
her the moment that he left her old lover's side, when poor Lucian's
long heart-ache had been betrayed in every unconscious murmur of the
beloved name. The unselfish good wishes which had been meant to set him
free from all such scruples only intensified them. And yet he had said
too much to say no more, and, without his father's concurrence, he was
hardly in a position to say anything.
He murmured an inquiry as to where she was, and if his aunt ever heard
from her, and soon had told his father all there was to tell.
Mr Riddell sighed, and shook his head. He had guessed it all before,
and he did not quite see his way through it.
"My dear boy," he said, "whatever I can do to forward your happiness you
may regard as done. What else can I wish for? But, if you'll take
advice, give her a little time. She isn't thinking of you just now,
Syl. She needs to be left a little to herself, to find herself out.
She knows how you have been occupied, and I am sure she is ready for no
sudden definite appeal from you, which is all that is at present in your
power. We will not lose sight of her for you."
Sylvester acquiesced, yet utter silence was impossible to him. He could
ask nothing from her just then, but he must let her know that he
continued to give her all himself. He wrote some verses, veiled under
the familiar disguise of Amelot to Iris, and sent them, unsigned and
undated, to the address which he soon caused his aunt to give him. But
it was a little like posting them to the rainbow's end.
If he could not woo her, he might make himself worthy of her. When he
went back to Oxford, he took up his work there with the determination to
make it more real. He would in no way stand aside from the struggle of
life to which he had urged her. The outward changes in his life were
slight, but, nevertheless, it was pervaded by a new and more earnest
spirit. The lads who had come to his help in his extremity were no
longer strangers to him, and men began to say that Riddell would gain
influence in the place.
Mrs Leigh had written encouraging accounts of Lucian. The London
doctors had recommended the winter abroad as the best cure for the
injured lungs, and had not forbidden a hope that the serious internal
injuries resulting from the strain might be surmounted by Lucian's
hitherto unbroken health and strength. At least, so the mother
interpreted their verdict, and it was decided that they were to go by
sea to the Mediterranean, and finally to settle at Bordighera, a place
Mrs Leigh knew and liked, and where she hoped Sylvester would join them
at Christmas, and find his friend much nearer recovery than when they
parted.
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