Amethyst: The Story of a BeautyColeridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
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Amethyst: The Story of a Beauty
Coleridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"As if being right mattered!" said Una, and then with a sudden change
the ready tears filled her eyes. "I am so--so miserable," she sobbed,
"and _you_ are unkind to me now, Amethyst. The children tease me, and
you don't care for me now."
Amethyst looked round at her. It was quite true. She had not cared.
Even now she felt impatient of the trouble that was like a caricature of
her own.
"It's natural you should hate me, when I did all the mischief. But oh,
I did try to make up for it--I did!"
"Nonsense!" said Amethyst. "I don't hate you, but I don't know that I
can say anything to do you any good."
She started up, and walked away as she spoke, her nerves were all on
edge, her temper irritated, her conscience beginning to struggle with
her sense of injury. The craving for Lucian came over her, as, with
unconscious force, she said to herself, "like a flood of hot lava." How
could she think about other people? She escaped from the sight of Una,
and walked along the little path across the fields, towards the village.
Then the place recalled the beginning of her troubles. She had come
this way to post the fatal letter which Sylvester Riddell had seen. She
believed Sylvester to be her worst enemy, and it was with a sense of
angry recoil that she saw his father and aunt coming to meet her. What
part they had taken, if any, in her affairs, she did not know, and she
had seen neither of them since the party at Loseby. Probably they
thought that she was a bad girl, and would show it in their manner to
her. She stiffened up her head, and would have passed with a bow; but
the Rector, who was nearest to her, stopped, raised his hat, and held
out his hand.
"How do you do, my dear?" he said in his kindest voice; "my sister was
coming to ask a little favour of you."
"It is this," said Miss Riddell, without waiting for Amethyst to speak;
"I want to interest some of the young girls about here in improving
their minds. There are a good many in Cleverley without much object in
life; I think some of them might be encouraged to work for an
examination. As your experience is so fresh, and you were so
successful, I wondered if you would come to tea to-morrow afternoon, and
tell us a little about it."
"So fresh?" Yes, only three months old; but what a fiery gulf seemed to
roll between. Amethyst was quick enough to see that this proposal was
meant most kindly as a link with her old life, and also, to show the
neighbourhood that, in the opinion of the Rectory, Miss Haredale was an
example to be followed, a companion to be desired.
She hesitated and was silent.
"The kindness would be very great," said the Rector. Miss Riddell moved
a little away, and he continued, "You have had a great trial, nothing
seems attractive to you now. Will this be more than you are ready for?"
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