As for home, the veil had been torn from her eyes, and she never had an illusion again. She did not make herself miserable, but she had learned to expect nothing. She knew, as far as the London season was concerned, and the career of which she had had last year a foretaste, both that she had claims to a very brilliant one, and also that she was heavily handicapped by poverty and by want of family good repute. She thought that romance and passion were over for her, and that she was free to do the best possible for herself in life; but she meant to be honourable, upright, and modest, there were bounds that she did not intend to pass. Truly, it was in her to be more a woman of the world than her mother, she had so much more forethought, and was so much less swayed by the pleasure and amusement of the moment. The momentary sight of Lucian and Sylvester had brought back, not the love which she believed herself to have outlived, but a sudden realisation of what that love had been, and an intense resentment against the misjudgment that had destroyed it. She hated Sylvester, and yet felt that she would have died rather than let him guess that the sight of him gave her a moment's pang. Into her old place in her aunt's household she had never again quite fitted. She had spent some time with her after her return from abroad, but she could not take up her former life; she went back to her school as a splendid visitor, and wondered how she could have pictured herself as one of its teachers. Miss Carisbrooke, too, had in some measure taken her place. The little heiress was a pleasant-looking, round-faced, rosy-cheeked girl, with simple tastes and a warm heart. She loved her chaperon heartily, and found life at Silverfold delightful, even while she looked forward eagerly to her London season. She had an enthusiasm for Amethyst's grace and beauty, and scouted the idea that her own fortune could be a better passport to partners, a constant succession of whom was her idea of social triumph. "You will be able to have a great many more pretty frocks than we shall, Carrie," said Una, one day when the three girls were together. "Ah, but if I was a partner, I shouldn't think about Amethyst's frock. I wish I was a man. I would fall in love with her, and give her the most lovely flowers, and when she said yes, I would take her to Ashfield Mount and live there. Don't you think it's a pretty place, Amethyst?" "It is a very pretty place," said Amethyst, coolly. "You wouldn't marry me for the sake of it?" laughed Carrie. "Nobody else shall! But I'm so glad I am going to be with you all in London. You don't know how much happier I've been since I came to live with dear Miss Haredale. She's much more like a relation than Uncle Oliver is." "Don't you like your uncle?" asked Una. "No," said Carrie, with some emphasis, "_I_ don't, but there are a great many people who do. Don't fall in love with _him_, Amethyst; he will with you, directly he sees you."