Amiel's Journal: The Journal Intime of Henri-Frédéric AmielAmiel, Henri Frédéric
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Amiel's Journal: The Journal Intime of Henri-Frédéric Amiel
Amiel, Henri Frédéric
Amiel, Henri Frédéric, 1821-1881 -- Diaries; Authors, Swiss -- 19th century -- Diairies
Is Democritus right after all? Is chance the foundation of everything,
all laws being but the imaginations of our reason, which, itself born
of accident, has a certain power of self-deception and of inventing laws
which it believes to be real and objective, just as a man who dreams
of a meal thinks that he is eating, while in reality there is neither
table, nor food, nor guest nor nourishment? Everything goes on as if
there were order and reason and logic in the world, while in reality
everything is fortuitous, accidental, and apparent. The universe is but
the kaleidoscope which turns within the mind of the so-called thinking
being, who is himself a curiosity without a cause, an accident conscious
of the great accident around him, and who amuses himself with it so
long as the phenomenon of his vision lasts. Science is a lucid madness
occupied in tabulating its own necessary hallucinations. The philosopher
laughs, for he alone escapes being duped, while he sees other men the
victims of persistent illusion. He is like some mischievous spectator of
a ball who has cleverly taken all the strings from the violins, and yet
sees musicians and dancers moving and pirouetting before him as though
the music were still going on. Such an experience would delight him
as proving that the universal St. Vitus’ dance is also nothing but an
aberration of the inner consciousness, and that the philosopher is in
the right of it as against the general credulity. Is it not even enough
simply to shut one’s ears in a ballroom, to believe one’s self in a
madhouse?
The multitude of religions on the earth must have very much the same
effect upon the man who has killed the religious idea in himself. But
it is a dangerous attempt, this repudiation of the common law of the
race--this claim to be in the right, as against all the world.
It is not often that the philosophic scoffers forget themselves
for others. Why should they? Self-devotion is a serious thing, and
seriousness would be inconsistent with their rôle of mockery. To be
unselfish we must love; to love we must believe in the reality of what
we love; we must know how to suffer, how to forget ourselves, how to
yield ourselves up--in a word, how to be serious. A spirit of incessant
mockery means absolute isolation; it is the sign of a thoroughgoing
egotism. If we wish to do good to men we must pity and not despise them.
We must learn to say of them, not “What fools!” but “What unfortunates!”
The pessimist or the nihilist seems to me less cold and icy than the
mocking atheist. He reminds me of the somber words of “Ahasvérus:”
“Vous qui manquez de charité,
Tremblez à mon supplice étrange:
Ce n’est point sa divinité,
C’est l’humanité que Dieu venge!”
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