Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Family -- Juvenile fiction
So far, Walter was manifestly anxious to do what was right and to
support his elder brother in his endeavours to bring a holy peace into
the household. But his good intentions were often thwarted by his
natural self-esteem. As for Julia, she was by no means prepared to see
things in the same light that Amos did. Naturally high-spirited and
self-willed, her troubles had rather bent her down for a while than in
any degree permanently improved her character,--for there never was a
truer remark than that of an old writer when he says, "Circumstances do
not _make_ us what we are, they rather _show_ what we are." And now
that one of her heaviest burdens was gone, she was very reluctant to
curb her temper or give up her own will when to Amos it was her plain
duty to do so. Self was none the less her idol because much of the
gilding with which it had been adorned in happier days had been rudely
rasped from it. She wished to please Amos, but she wished to please
herself more. And whenever Amos's views and those of Walter did not
quite coincide, she always took side with the younger brother. Amos saw
this, of course, but he was willing to bide his time. One part of his
great object had been accomplished,--his sister had been restored to her
old home and to her father's heart.
Mr Huntingdon, of course, never alluded to the past, and took great
delight in his grandchildren, who were left pretty much to the care and
training of an excellent servant whom Amos had chosen for them by his
father's desire, and also to the loving and wise instructions of Miss
Huntingdon; for their mother professed that she had not yet recovered
health and energy sufficient to enable her to look after them herself.
Amos saw this with regret, and wished that his sister could take a right
view of her duty in the matter. At the same time he felt sure that the
day had not yet come for making any attempt to bring his mother home
again. He must defer this his cherished hope and purpose till his
sister should have come to a different and better mind. For as she
recovered herself, which she soon did, from the effects of her late life
of trial and privation, Julia Vivian gave herself up almost entirely to
reading amusing books, fishing, riding, and making one in any little
party of pleasure which could be got up for her. She saw her children
just for a few minutes night and morning, but evidently felt it rather a
distasteful toil than a pleasure if anything obliged her now and then to
give them a little extra attention. Indeed, she seemed to have got the
idea firmly fixed in her mind that she was now to get all the enjoyment
she could to make up for past years of trouble, and that the main
business of her two brothers was to provide for her comfort and
entertainment. And very charming she could make herself when her own
tastes and whims were gratified, but anything like thwarting or
opposition produced in her at once gloom and irritation. For her
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