He did. But it was scarcely with an air of coolness that he threw the
door wide open, and with so much force that it seemed as if he were
trying to wrench it from its hinges. I fancy our entry made a slight
sensation. It was strange if it didn't. They were certainly not
unconscious--yet! Even amidst my own agitation it was with quite a
sensation of relief that I perceived so much. Mrs. Chalmers was
reclining on the couch, with her head thrown back, and a look about
her which I did not like. Margaret was on a settee, seeming as though
the proceedings had lost all interest for her. Pybus sat in an arm
chair, his hands crossed upon his stomach.
"Good evening," said Hughes. I could see he did not like the look of
things. "I--I've just dropped in."
Pybus rose.
"I'm just dropping out. Good evening, Lucas. I have to thank you for a
very pleasant evening. I'll send you the doctor's bill when I get it."
Hughes looked at me, then at Pybus.
"You're not going, Mr. Pybus?"
"Do you wish me to be ill here?"
"But I was looking forward to a song, or a dance, or something."
"Dance! I feel like dancing; and singing, too. I've been the victim of
an outrage, Mr. Hughes. I've been introduced to 'Aunt Jane's Jalap.'"
"I've heard of it. Lucas ought not to have given it you."
"And after dinner!"
This was a murmur from the couch.
"That was wrong--quite wrong. The dose should have been administered
before the meal."
"In that case," I observed, a little nettled, "we should all of us
been dead by now."
Pybus glanced at me sharply.
"Dead! What do you mean?"
Hughes turned on me in a rage.
"Yes. What do you mean?"
I felt I had made a mistake.
"I--I mean nothing. Only--only I think Hughes was as much to blame as
I was."
Hughes took Pybus away. They went to Mrs. Chalmers. So far as I could
judge, the lady was rapidly sinking into a lethargic condition. I
remained standing where I was. I began gradually to realise my
situation--the approaching tragedy in which, by fate or circumstance,
I was cast as an actor. A strange leaden feeling seemed to be stealing
over me, but, in spite of it, I began to understand that at any moment
the drawing-room, this drawing-room, my drawing-room, might be strewed
with corpses. I knew nothing of the effects of laudanum poisoning, but
Hughes seemed to be surprised that we were not all of us dead already.
Here was Margaret, the woman I loved best in all the world, upon my
right. There was her aunt, for whom, I own, my love was less, upon the
couch. There was old Pybus. That old man's blood was also on my hands.
What would they call me? A suicide? The irony! In the full flush of
health and strength, with fortune, all the world before me, and a
wife. A wife whom I loved with a great fulness of love which was quite
old-fashioned. I had wrought this hecatomb. I felt impelled to scream
aloud. To warn my victims of the frightful fate which was stealing
fast upon them, and of which they were still unconscious.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account