An Act in a BackwaterBenson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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An Act in a Backwater
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
City and town life -- Fiction; Courtship -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction
“That never occurred to me,” she said. “Now I come to think of it, you
couldn’t have known. He came just after lunch, and we talked together
for about half an hour.”
Again a ribbon of instantaneous flame was dangled from the sky, and the
thunder replied with a short, unechoed clap. Miss Fortescue’s chair was
a little behind Jeannie’s, and as the girl leaned eagerly forward at the
lightning she saw the bright, wholesome colour flood her face and arms.
And when she turned to her, the transcendent brilliance in her face was
a thing to wonder at.
“Yes, even that,” said Jeannie, employing the figure of speech known as
hiatus. “Oh, Aunt Em! And to think that you never knew all I have known
so well this afternoon.”
There was something infinitely simple and noble in the girl’s gesture of
happiness, and Miss Fortescue’s eyes were suddenly dim.
“Jeannie, you mean it?” she cried.
“I mean it. I did not mean to tell you yet, yet I never meant not to.
Have you guessed, or have I told you? I hardly know. It matters less.
But so it is!”
“Jeannie, Jeannie!” cried Miss Fortescue, and the girl was folded in her
arms.
For a moment she lay there, her face buried on Miss Fortescue’s
shoulder, her hair lying in coils, her arms, warm, supple, clinging,
clasped round her neck, and for half a quarter of that embrace jealousy
of all the insolent happiness of youth rose bitter in the elder woman’s
throat. Here was a young life, one very dear to her, made suddenly
complete, and with a pang as overpowering as it was brief, Miss
Fortescue raged inwardly over her unfinished, incompleted life. But the
next moment all in her that was womanly, all that was true and good rose
triumphant. Her outward cynicism, her assumed hardness, fell from her
like a peeled bark, and the heart of the tree was sound. But Jeannie had
felt the slack return to her eager embrace, and she raised her head.
“You do not understand what it means to me,” she said. “You have never
known.”
But Miss Fortescue’s arms closed round her.
“Yes, dear, I have known,” she said, “though that was one of the things
you never knew about me. I have known, dear Jeannie----”
Jeannie raised herself to a kneeling position by her chair, and the
inimitable unselfishness of love stung her heart.
“I am a little brute,” she said, quietly. “First forgive me, and then we
will talk.”
She looked up in the other’s face, and for a moment hardly recognised
her. The plain, strong face was no longer there; a dim-eyed girl sat in
the chair above her.
“That is no word from me to you, Jeannie,” she said. “It is an insolence
to say one forgives those one loves. But I have known.”
A crowd of confused, scarcely remembered moments suddenly sprang into
Jeannie’s mind. She looked like one awakened suddenly from sleep by a
loud noise.
“Tell me,” she said.
Miss Fortescue shook her head.
“The thing is past,” she replied. “I have buried it.”
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