The clock struck five and Fanny, roused from her reverie by the sudden
sound, glanced out of the window. At the gate she saw Elliot. He stood
there, gazing at the house as if uncertain whether to enter or not.
Fanny put up a tremulous hand to her hair, which was pinned fast in its
accustomed crisp coils; then she glanced down at her blue gown.... Yes;
he was coming in! The bell hanging over the passage door jangled
shrilly. Fanny stood stock-still in the middle of the floor, staring at
it. There was no fire in the parlor. She would be forced to bring him
out to the kitchen. She thought of the wide, luxuriously furnished
rooms of Bolton house and unconsciously her face hardened. She might
pretend she did not hear the bell. She might allow him to go away,
thinking none of the family were at home. She pictured him, standing
there on the doorstep facing the closed door; and a perverse spirit
held her silent, while the clock ticked resoundingly. Then all at once
with a smothered cry she hurried through the hall, letting the door
fall to behind her with a loud slam.
He was waiting patiently on the doorstep, as she had pictured him; and
before a single word had passed between them she knew that the stone
had been rolled away. His eyes met hers, not indeed with the old look,
but with another, incomprehensible, yet wonderfully soul-satisfying.
“I wanted to tell you about it, before it came to you from the
outside,” he said, when they had settled themselves in the warm, silent
kitchen.
His words startled Fanny. Was he going to tell her of his approaching
marriage to Lydia? Her color faded, and a look of almost piteous
resignation drooped the corners of her mouth. She strove to collect her
scattered wits, to frame words of congratulation with which to meet the
dreaded avowal.
He appeared in no hurry to begin; but bent forward, his eyes upon her
changing face.
“Perhaps you know, already,” he reflected. “She may have told your
brother.”
“Are you speaking of Miss Orr?”
Her voice sounded strange in her own ears.
“Yes,” he said slowly. “But I suppose one should give her her rightful
name, from now on.”
“I—I hadn’t heard,” said Fanny, feeling her hard-won courage slipping
from her. “Jim didn’t tell me. But of course I am not—surprised.”
He evidently experienced something of the emotion she had just denied.
“No one seemed to have guessed it,” he said. “But now everything is
plain. Poor girl!”
He fell into a fit of musing, which he finally broke to say:
“I thought you would go to see her. She sorely needs friends.”
“She has—you,” said Fanny in a smothered voice.
For the life of her she could not withhold that one lightning flash out
of her enveloping cloud.
He disclaimed her words with a swift gesture.
“I’m not worthy to claim her friendship, nor yours,” he said humbly;
“but I hope you—sometime you may be able to forgive me, Fanny.”
“I don’t think I understand what you have come to tell me,” she said
with difficulty.
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