“It is certainly up to me to obey orders,” he said. “Pardon me, if I
seem to have forgotten the fact. Shall we make the list now?”
Inwardly he was cursing himself for his stupidity. Perhaps he had been
mistaken the night before. His fancy had taken a swift leap in the dark
and landed—where? There was a sort of scornful honesty in Jim Dodge’s
nature which despised all manner of shams and petty deceits. His code
also included a strict minding of his own business. He told himself
rather sharply that he was a fool for suspecting that Lydia Orr was
other than she had represented herself to be. She had been crying the
night before. What of that? Other girls cried over night and smiled the
next morning—his sister Fanny, for example. It was an inexplicable
habit of women. His mother had once told him, rather vaguely, that it
did her good to have a regular crying-spell. It relieved her nerves,
she said, and sort of braced her up....
“Of course I didn’t mean that,” Lydia was at some pains to explain, as
the two walked toward the veranda where there were chairs and a table.
She was looking fair and dainty in a gown of some thin white stuff,
through which her neck and arms showed slenderly.
“It’s too warm to dig in the ground this morning,” she decided. “And
anyway, planning the work is far more important.”
“Than doing it?” he asked quizzically. “If we’d done nothing but plan
all this; why you see—”
He made a large gesture which included the carpenters at work on the
roof, painters perilously poised on tall ladders and a half dozen men
busy spraying the renovated orchards.
“I see,” she returned with a smile, “—now that you’ve so kindly pointed
it out to me.”
He leveled a keen glance at her. It was impossible not to see her this
morning in the light of what he thought he had discovered the night
before.
“I’ve done nothing but make plans all my life,” she went on gravely.
“Ever since I can remember I’ve been thinking—thinking and planning
what I should do when I grew up. It seemed such a long, long time—being
just a little girl, I mean, and not able to do what I wished. But I
kept on thinking and planning, and all the while I _was_ growing up;
and then at last—it all happened as I wished.”
She appeared to wait for his question. But he remained silent, staring
at the blue rim of distant hills.
“You don’t ask me—you don’t seem to care what I was planning,” she
said, her voice timid and uncertain.
He glanced quickly at her. Something in her look stirred him curiously.
It did not occur to him that her appeal and his instant response to it
were as old as the race.
“I wish you would tell me,” he urged. “Tell me everything!”
She drew a deep breath, her eyes misty with dreams.
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