“But I—do you realize—”
“I want your friendship,” she went on, facing him with a sort of
desperate courage; “but more than any kindness you can offer me, Mr.
Elliot, I want the friendship of Fanny Dodge, of Ellen Dix—of all good
women. I need it! Now you know why I showed you the picture. If you
will not give it to her, I shall. I want her—I want every one—to
understand that I shall never come between her and the slightest hope
she may have cherished before my coming to Brookville. All I ask
is—leave to live here quietly—and be friendly, as opportunity offers.”
Her words, her tone were not to be mistaken. But even the sanest and
wisest of men has never thus easily surrendered the jealously guarded
stronghold of sex. Wesley Elliot’s youthful ideas of women were totally
at variance with the disconcerting conviction which strove to invade
his mind. He had experienced not the slightest difficulty, up to the
present moment, in classifying them, neatly and logically; but there
was no space in his mental files for a woman such as Lydia Orr was
representing herself to be. It was inconceivable, on the face of it!
All women demanded admiration, courtship, love. They always had; they
always would. The literature of the ages attested it. He had been too
precipitate—too hasty. He must give her time to recover from the shock
she must have experienced from hearing the spiteful gossip about
himself and Fanny Dodge. On the whole, he admired her courage. What she
had said could not be attributed to the mere promptings of vulgar
sex-jealousy. Very likely Fanny had been disagreeable and haughty in
her manner. He believed her capable of it. He sympathized with Fanny;
with the curious mental aptitude of a sensitive nature, he still loved
Fanny. It had cost him real effort to close the doors of his heart
against her.
“I admire you more than I can express for what you have had the courage
to tell me,” he assured her. “And you will let me see that I
understand—more than you think.”
“It is impossible that you should understand,” she said tranquilly.
“But you will, at least, remember what I have said?”
“I will,” he promised easily. “I shall never forget it!”
A slight humorous smile curved the corners of his handsome mouth.
“Now this—er—what shall we call it?—‘bone of contention’ savors too
strongly of wrath and discomfiture; so we’ll say, simply and
specifically, this photograph—which chances to have a harmless
quotation inscribed upon its reverse: Suppose I drop it in the
waste-basket? I can conceive that it possesses no particular
significance or value for any one. I assure you most earnestly that it
does not—for me.”
He made as though he would have carelessly torn the picture across,
preparatory to making good his proposal.
She stopped him with a swift gesture.
“Give it to me,” she said. “It is lost property, and I am responsible
for its safe-keeping.”
She perceived that she had completely failed in her intention.
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