Only once before had the tale passed her lips; then her listener was
Horace Irving; and his only comment was to take her in his arms and place
the kiss of betrothal on her lips. Never again was the painful subject
referred to between them. So imbued had Berene Dumont become with her
belief in the legitimacy of her child, and in her own purity, that she
felt but little surprise at the calm manner in which Mr Irving received
her story, and now when the rector of St Blank’s Church was her listener,
she expected the same broad judgment to be given her. But it was the
calmness of a great and all-forgiving love which actuated Mr Irving, and
overcame all other feelings.
Wholly unconventional in nature, caring nothing and knowing little of the
extreme ideas of orthodox society on these subjects, the girl Berene and
the woman Mrs Irving had lived a life so wholly secluded from the world
at large, so absolutely devoid of intimate friendships, so absorbed in
her own ideals, that she was incapable of understanding the conventional
opinion regarding a woman with a history like hers.
In all those years she had never once felt a sensation of shame. Mr
Irving had requested her to rear Joy in the belief that she was his
child. As the matter could in no way concern anyone else, Mrs Irving’s
lips had remained sealed on the subject; but not with any idea of
concealing a disgrace. She could not associate disgrace with her love
for Preston Cheney. She believed herself to be his spiritual widow, as
it were. His mortal clay and legal name only belonged to his wife.
Mr Irving had met Berene on a railroad train, and had conceived one of
those sudden and intense passions with which a woman with a past often
inspires an innocent and unworldly young man. He was sincerely and truly
religious by nature, and as spotless as a maiden in mind and body.
When he had dreamed of a wife, it was always of some shy, innocent girl
whom he should woo almost from her mother’s arms; some gentle, pious
maid, carefully reared, who would help him to establish the Christian
household of his imagination. He had thought that love would first come
to him as admiring respect, then tender friendship, then love for some
such maiden; instead it had swooped down upon him in the form of an
intense passion for an absolute stranger—a woman travelling with a
theatrical company. He was like a sleeper who awakens suddenly and finds
a scorching midday sun beating upon his eyes. A wrecked freight train
upon the track detained for several hours the car in which they
travelled. The passengers waived ceremony and conversed to pass the
time, and Mr Irving learnt Berene’s name, occupation and destination. He
followed her for a week, and at the end of that time asked her hand in
marriage.
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