As our fears, like our wishes, when strong and unremitting, prove to be
magnets, the result of Joy’s despondent fears came in the scandal which
the Baroness had planted and left to flourish and grow in Beryngford
after her departure. An hour before the services began, on the day of
Preston Cheney’s burial, Joy learned at whose rites she was to officiate
as organist. A pang of mingled emotions shot through her heart at the
sound of his name. She had seen this man but a few times, and spoken
with him but once; yet he had left a strong impression upon her memory.
She had felt drawn to him by his sympathetic face and atmosphere, the
sorrow of his kind eyes, and the keen appreciation he had shown in her
art; and just in the measure that she had been attracted by him, she had
been repelled by the three women to whom she was presented at the same
time. She saw them all again mentally, as she had seen them on that and
many other days. Mrs Cheney and Alice, with their fretful, plain,
dissatisfied faces, and their over-burdened costumes, and the Baroness,
with her cruel heart gazing through her worn mask of defaced beauty.
She had been conscious of a feeling of overwhelming pity for the kind,
attractive man who made the fourth of that quartette. She knew that he
had obtained honours and riches from life, but she pitied him for his
home environment. She had felt so thankful for her own happy home life
at the time; and she remembered, too, the sweet hope that lay like a
closed-up bud in the bottom of her heart that day, as the quartette moved
away and left her standing alone with Arthur Stuart.
It was only a few weeks later that the end came to all her dreams,
through that terrible anonymous letter.
It was the Baroness who had sent it, she knew—the Baroness whose early
hatred for her mother had descended to the child. “And now I must sit in
the same house with her again,” she said, “and perhaps meet her face to
face; and she may tell the story here of my mother’s shame, even as I
have felt and feared it must yet be told. How strange that a ‘love
child’ should inspire so much hatred!”
Joy had carefully refrained from reading New York papers ever since she
left the city; and she had no correspondents. It was her wish and desire
to utterly sink and forget the past life there. Therefore she knew
nothing of Arthur Stuart’s marriage to the daughter of Preston Cheney.
She thought of the rector as dead to her. She believed he had given her
up because of the stain upon her birth, and, bitter as the pain had been,
she never blamed him. She had fought with her love for him and believed
that it was buried in the grave of all other happy memories.
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