A disgust for human laws, and a bitter resentment towards society took
possession of her. When a gentle and loving nature is roused to anger
and indignation, it is often capable of extremes of action; and Arthur
Stuart had made his proposition of flight to Joy Irving in an hour when
her high-wrought emotions and intensely strung nerves made any desperate
act possible to her. The sight of his face, with its evidences of severe
suffering, awoke all her smouldering passion for the man; and the thought
that he was ready to tread his creed under his feet and to defy society
for her sake, stirred her with a wild joy. God had seemed very far away,
and human love was very precious; too precious to be thrown away in
obedience to any man-made law.
But somehow this morning God seemed nearer, and the consciousness of what
she had promised to do terrified her. Disturbed by her thoughts, she
turned towards her toilet-table and caught sight of the letter of
dismissal from the church committee. It acted upon her like an electric
shock. Resentment and indignation re-enthroned themselves in her bosom.
“Is it to cater to the opinions and prejudices of people like _these_
that I hesitate to take the happiness offered me?” she cried, as she tore
the letter in bits and cast it beneath her feet. Arthur Stuart appeared
to her once more, in the light of a delivering angel. Yes, she would go
with him to the ends of the earth. It was her inheritance to lead a
lawless life. Nothing else was possible for her. God must see how she
had been hemmed in by circumstances, how she had been goaded and driven
from the paths of peace and purity where she had wished to dwell. God
was not a man, and He would be merciful in judging her.
She sent her landlady two months’ rent in advance, and notice of her
departure, and set hurriedly about her preparations.
* * * * *
Twenty-five years before, when Berene Dumont disappeared from Beryngford,
she had, quite unknown to herself, left one devoted though humble friend
behind, who sincerely mourned her absence.
Mrs Connor liked to be spoken of as “the wash-lady at the Palace.” Yet
proud as she was of this appellation, she was not satisfied with being an
excellent laundress. She was a person of ambitions. To be the owner of
a lodging-house, like the Baroness, was her leading ambition, and to
possess a “peany” for her young daughter Kathleen was another.
She kept her mind fixed on these two achievements, and she worked always
for those two results. And as mind rules matter, so the laundress became
in time the landlady of a comfortable and respectable lodging-house, and
in its parlour a piano was the chief object of furniture.
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