So soon as Joy could gain possession of her surprised senses, she calmed
the weeping woman and began to question her.
“My good woman,” she said, “what are you talking about? Did you ever
know my mother, and where did you know her?”
“In the Palace, to be sure, as they called the house of that imp of
Satan, the Baroness. I was the wash-lady there, for it’s not Mrs Conner
the landlady as is above spakin’ of the days when she wasn’t as high in
the world as she is now; and many is the cheerin’ cup of coffee or tay
from your own mother’s hand, that I’ve had in the forenoon, to chirk me
up and put me through my washing, bless her sweet face; and niver have I
forgotten her; and niver have I ceased to miss her and the fine young man
that took such an interest in her and that I’m as sure loved her, in
spite of his marrying the Judge’s spook of a daughter, as I am that the
Holy Virgin loves us all; and it’s a foine man that your father must have
been, but young Mr Cheney was foiner.”
So little by little Joy drew the story from Mrs Connor and learned the
name of the mysterious father, so carefully guarded from her in Mrs
Irving’s manuscript, the father at whose funeral services she had so
recently officiated as organist.
And strangest and most startling of all, she learned that Arthur Stuart’s
insane wife was her half-sister.
Added to all this, Joy was made aware of the nature of the reports which
the Baroness had been circulating about her; and her feeling of bitter
resentment and anger toward the church committee was modified by the
knowledge that it was not owing to the shadow on her birth, but to the
false report of her own evil life, that she had been asked to resign.
After Mrs Connor had gone, Joy was for a long time in meditation, and
then turned in a mechanical manner to her delayed task. Her book of
“Impressions” lay on a table close at hand.
And as she took it up the leaves opened to the sentence she had written
three years before, after her talk with the rector about Marah Adams.
“It seems to me I could not love a man who did not seek to lead me
higher; the moment he stood below me and asked me to descend, I
should realise he was to be pitied, not adored!”
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