An Annapolis First ClassmanBeach, Edward L. (Edward Latimer)
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An Annapolis First Classman
Beach, Edward L. (Edward Latimer)
United States Naval Academy -- Juvenile fiction
"I have no hope of convincing you of anything, sir, except that I and
not Midshipman Blunt am guilty of the offenses charged to him. If I have
done that, sir, I am entirely satisfied. I admit that my intention was
to cheat, but the purpose was to pass the examination, not to pass
higher than some rival. It was pretty bad, but not so bad as for a
midshipman who is satisfactory to cheat for the purpose of getting
higher rank. Now as for my purpose in coming before you--I don't know of
any way you could have proved, without my own voluntary confession, that
I and not Mr. Blunt was guilty. Cadet Commander Stonewell has spurned
me. Mr. Blunt has repeatedly treated me with contempt. This resulted
from my own unfortunate start here; I don't say it wasn't my fault, but
I do say that I have been given no chance to retrieve myself. Every one
here seemed to be against me--this was a new experience to me, sir.
Every day was full of bitterness and unhappiness. I could not feel I was
so entirely worthless! The groans I proposed were a bubbling over of
this bitterness; it was not personal to either the superintendent or
yourself. At a time when I was ready to do anything vile Mr. Frank
Stonewell got hold of me and he has made a different man of me, at least
in my own feelings. I have a self-respect now that I had been without
for months. In spite of last night's act, I submit, sir, that this
voluntary statement should show you I am not entirely bad; and what is
more important to me, I believe it will prove to Mr. Frank Stonewell
that I am on the square."
"What is your purpose in telling me all of this stuff, Mr. Bligh?"
"Sir, I want to get a fresh grip on myself; I hope to live a
self-respecting life, to make an honorable place for myself in civil
life. Can't you see, sir, that I don't want the stigma, the disgrace of
dishonorable expulsion from here just as I commence civil life? Sir, I
request to be allowed to resign instead of being dismissed. I want a
chance, sir; I've done mean things here, but even if it is the last
moment, I've repented; I've done what I could to clear Mr. Blunt."
"There's something in what you say, Mr. Bligh. I deprecate your wrong
actions, but I acknowledge you have shown the proper spirit this
morning. Now write out a statement of just what your actions have been,
and append to it your resignation. I will endorse this, giving you
credit for your proper act of this morning. Whether you will be allowed
to resign or be dismissed will be decided by the superintendent. I
regret you have had such a hard time here; I should be pleased to learn
that from now on you will live a good life. That will do, sir."
Bligh left the room.
"Not altogether bad, is he, captain?" remarked Frank Stonewell, nodding
approvingly at the captain. "I knew he would come up like a man when the
time came."
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