An Engagement of Convenience: A NovelZangwill, Louis
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An Engagement of Convenience: A Novel
Zangwill, Louis
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"Oh, I'm not a bit hurt," she protested. "I was only thinking the point
over."
"I want to hear what you were thinking." His smile and tone were
meaningly affectionate, as if they would add "little child."
"I meant that I should never really be hurt by qualifications. I have
never been used to having nice things said to me. I certainly do not
deserve tributes, but I know I deserve all possible qualifications."
"Oh, if you please! I'll not allow even Miss Robinson to say such
slanderous things about so valued a friend of mine."
"So I have been slandering a friend of yours! I'm so sorry. Forgive me."
"I suppose I must--though I find it hard--very hard."
"I do believe you are paying me a tribute," she laughed. "Now for the
qualifications. You shall see how stoical I am."
"Qualifications--none!" He threw down his brushes and palette, as if to
emphasise the declaration. "I'm tired first," he sang out gaily. "Let
us rest."
"There!" she exclaimed. "What a triumph for me!"
"But you say it so gently that it is a pleasure to concede you the
victory. You are an ideal foe."
"Oh, if you please, I don't want to be a foe.... How cold it is!" She
stooped and held her hands again to the fire.
"No, child," he said gently, "of course we aren't foes. We are very good
friends indeed, aren't we?" He held out his hand, as if to clench the
understanding, so clearly and warmly acknowledged.
She was all a-flutter again, though, as was her habit, she covered it up
with a smile. "Very good friends!" she returned, with conviction, and
she put her hand in his, and let it linger there. "I have always lived
reserved and to myself," she added thoughtfully. "You may think it
strange, but I have never had a friend before--not even a woman friend."
"I can well understand your shrinking away from people. No doubt most
people would jar on you."
"It would hurt me if I thought that. I should not like to despise
anybody. I should have loved to have friends: only I have never had the
gift of making them. Sometimes I am thankful that I am not brilliant--I
might so easily have become unendurable and full of self-conceit."
"Ah, you are something better than brilliant," he exclaimed. "It needs
an exceptional spirit to appreciate you. You are so much out of the
ordinary in every way, in looks----"
"No, no," she interrupted in protest. "I have no looks. I have no
illusions about that."
"Look at your own portrait," he insisted. "I say it is the kind of
beauty it needs a gift to appreciate. In beauty--as in everything
else--the crowd runs after the obvious and the commonplace."
"You are the first that ever thought I possessed good looks. You have
given them to me."
"I have not even done you justice. I have omitted more than I have
suggested. My sister thinks you are beautiful; all my artist friends who
have seen the picture share her opinion."
She was silent, almost distressed; she could not meet his gaze, but
turned her eyes away.
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