Do you remember the Leightons—Robert and Marie? They lost their
beautiful son, not the only, but the favourite one, in France, and she
has written a beautiful book about him, called "Boy of My Heart." It is
the best thing by far she has ever written, and immensely worth reading.
She is now side-tracking with the rest along these doubtful and
bewildering paths. Oh, I wish people wouldn’t. To me it seems a kind
of desecration.
If I can have any communication with my son, I don’t want to have it
through some strange, odd freak of a person, who has to go into a trance
for the purpose. If God means me to hear from the other side, He will
send the Boy to me direct. That I most firmly believe, and am content
to wait that day. If it never comes, why then I can go on waiting for
the day which can’t be so very far distant, when I shall cross the
narrow sea between that happy land and ours. I wrote as strongly and
convincingly as I could to Mrs. Leighton, but I don’t think it availed
much. There is a little group of the intellectuals just now all heading
in the same direction, names familiar all the world over.
To me it is all intensely pathetic. It is the cry of lost youth, the
admission that they have no real city or abiding place, and no sort of
surety about what is going to come.
I remember Himself coming in one day and sending me out to a dying woman
with the words: "I’m through with my job. It’s yours now." When I got
to her she looked at me so wistfully, saying: "Doctor says you are so
sure."
You have no idea how these words thrilled me. Thank God I am sure. We
are all sure, who know in Whom we have believed.
Since I wrote to you last I have had disquieting news about Effie. She
was knocked down, while standing beside her car, by a big French
military motor. The officers riding in it did not even stop to pick her
up. Possibly they were not even aware that anything had happened. One
must be charitable enough to suppose so. Some one came along and took
her to a hospital, from which she is now able to send a few pencilled
lines. She escaped with a few good bruises and it was quite a few days
before I could discover whether there was any facial injury. Nobody
seemed to reflect that I might be worrying about that. I applied for
permission to go over to see her, but was refused. Nobody is permitted
to cross the Channel to visit wounded or sick relatives unless the case
is hopeless.
Her temperature kept up obstinately for longer than they liked, but I am
thankful to say she is now convalescent.
I have had shoals of letters from all kinds of people over there, from
the Brigadier to the orderly, expatiating on her absolute
indispensability at the Base. They seem terrified in case we order her
to come home.
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