It is very sweet to hear that she is so greatly beloved, and doing
efficiently and cheerfully so much useful service. What experience she
must have locked in her too uncommunicative bosom! She has had three
years of it now, and has really told us very little. If she never tries
to express it in writing, well, it surely will inform and colour all her
after life. I should not dare to bid her home on my own responsibility,
though there are days when I not only want, but need her desperately.
Talking of the modernity of these inaccessible, mysterious young
creatures, I don’t think I told you of a friend of mine, mother of four,
who soon after the outbreak of war, received from her family a letter
signed by each member, thanking her for permitting them to be born at
the psychological moment of history.
Another friend of mine who had the misfortune to marry a full-blooded
and very German German, who, however, conveniently departed this life
the year before the war, told me her sons passionately reproached her
for giving them a German father.
One gets bewildered in this strange hurly-burly where every mask seems
to be torn off and the decencies of life hardly respected any more.
I am so glad you are easier in your mind about Anne. Effie was
tremendously interested. All she said was "Anne will never marry that
one; he’s only experimental." Perhaps that may comfort you a little.
Presumably, these birds of a feather understand one another!
Sometimes I have the awful feeling that Effie has passed out of the
region of my love and care. Yet how dare I intrude these little
personal fears upon a world’s sorrow?
Every day I am writing letters to fathers and mothers whose darlings
have gone forever "where, beyond these voices, there is peace."
One grows heart weary of the task, and even the balm of Gilead seems to
have lost its power to soothe or heal.
Yet often and often I am thrilled by the courage and calmness and faith
of those who have given the most. They are upheld and illumined by some
white and lovely flame which surely emanates from the secret place of
the Most High.
Never has there been such glory of sacrifice ennobled by that passion
for the right which lifts those whom it inspires very high, above
ignoble things.
My country was never greater than now, Cornelia. Shorn and
blood-stained, she is worthy to be numbered with those who are arrayed
in white robes and have come out of great tribulation.
A wonderful, wonderful thing has just happened. I don’t know quite how
to tell you.
I have been asked by our Foreign Office to go to America and tell part
of the story of what we have done in the war and what the war has done
for us.
Do you understand, Cornelia, I am coming to you, right now, by the very
earliest boat?
God has undoubtedly opened this door. I shall be so glad to leave the
tired Old World for a spell, and drink at the Fount of your glorious
youth.
Even the submarines can’t scare me away from this great Adventure.
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