An episode in the doings of the dualizedMason, Eveleen Laura
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An episode in the doings of the dualized
Mason, Eveleen Laura
Aphasia -- Fiction; Paralysis -- Fiction
She looked at him. His face was bright and cheerful, interested, and
perhaps a little perplexed; but above all, cheerful, alert and rather
exhilarated.
She continued. “Remember this: We here are all dwellers on the threshold
which is between things seen with the physical vision (so to say) and
the things which are invisible to those eyes. We are chiefly interested
in getting ourselves (and keeping ourselves) in right relations to the
realms of supersensuous life, with which we may choose to surround
ourselves. For of course we draw about us spirits, which in tendencies
and longings are like ourselves. Listen to me: One of the family here,
who has a far-reaching inheritance of psychic-faculty and self-poised
spiritual power, is—”
“Is,” said Reginald, “the one woman in the world who is, in a way, my
wife more than you are.”
Alitza sprang to her feet, flushed and with blazing eyes. For however
thoroughly she ought to have been glad that the way was so clear, and
Reginald so evidently relieved and ready to give her up, she was not
prepared for this raw style of arriving at the conclusion. Till,
suddenly, “Truth is his strong point, you know,” seemed uttered in her
ears, as if in Ethel’s distant spirit tone. She caught herself up and
steadied her angry pulse, and listened, trembling and expectant; but
there was nothing more.
Then “Very well, you know your business and I know mine,” she said, and
left him.
He had all his wits about him, and filled with a sudden sense of the
electric shock which Bertha’s finger-point had sent through him on the
day of Ethel’s conversation with her, he gathered up (with a tingling
sense of shame) all that they together had one day said of him, as being
“a fool not worth mothering.”
The blood surged through his brain, bubbling up cleansingly through all
the stagnant cells, bringing him in its parts and as a whole, a memory
of the things which had been going on about him for the five years of
double-consciousness through which he had lived.
Later in the day he felt strangely happy, and clear-headed and proud,
and ready for life; as if he had been assured by competent judges that
he was really a much more level-headed man, and had always been more
level-headed, with a much clearer eye for the main point at stake, than
anything in his stultified life heretofore had proved.
He saw perfectly well that the story of his life could not end here amid
the congratulations of his friends over his return to health, and their
assurances in relation to Mrs. Mancredo that he was a lucky fellow, with
a wife possessed of such faithfulness and maturity of youthful power.
For of course the story that she was his wife, and all the rest of it,
had gotten abroad. And Reginald knew it had.
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