An episode in the doings of the dualizedMason, Eveleen Laura
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An episode in the doings of the dualized
Mason, Eveleen Laura
Aphasia -- Fiction; Paralysis -- Fiction
He said to Ethel afterwards, with wide eyes full of childlike wonder:
“How queer! Do you know _she_ refused me? I’m—I’m afraid, you know,
she’s somehow gone wrong, in spite of all your good opinions.”
And Alitza, speaking of this remark, said, irate, to Daniel: “After all,
it does seem as if it took a burial six feet under ground to get that
stuff out of him and his like. Why can’t they take to decency as
naturally as women do?”
“Oh, all he needs is some real misery,” said Daniel. “Leave him to get
it in his own way. He has dreamed of heaven and languished sentimentally
in paradise, but his business is now to pull himself up out of sluggish
uselessness to others. Turning away that money of yours into the public
good, is a hint at something courageous.”
“Anyway,” said Alitza, “Regie’s as truthful as a dumb brute, even when
he is tossed about by his instincts. He told me, today that he had never
had any feeling toward me but a brother’s anxiety and sense of
responsibility, and that he knew all about the property matter from the
nurse; and that he did hate his ‘old dad,’ and had a sort of hankering
after revenge; and besides, felt it was too mean for the old man to be
cheating me out of my money. And when the nurse said ‘there was enough
for both, and for him to ask me to marry him,’ he thought it would be
about the only way to fix things up easy all round. Yet that when it was
done, and we quarreled all the way home from the minister’s, he felt
sick of it. For he had no love for me like that. And the sight of his
‘old dad’s’ fury threw him into confusion and terror, and a sort of dumb
sickness, just as he had seen in his mother many a time. So he said
today, in his simple way, he was as glad as anything that I had pulled
through life so splendidly; and was glad, in a way, that we didn’t in
the least care for each other, and could be divorced all comfortably.”
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