An episode in the doings of the dualizedMason, Eveleen Laura
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An episode in the doings of the dualized
Mason, Eveleen Laura
Aphasia -- Fiction; Paralysis -- Fiction
“Now that sounds queer, but it is the truth, isn’t it, Robert?” he said,
with translucent, beautiful orbs raised in integrity. For Reginald was
having an amazing good time, telling the truth as he understood it. But
then he went on and told other truths so simply and helpfully, that they
began to fear he was really getting sick again.
“See that? Now look at that,” he said. “I have been listening to you, to
see how much you would bear in the way of real endeavor at
truth-tellings. And now, when I speak as plainly as I can, you think my
brain is giving way. Now listen to me. If a lot of good men and women
don’t speak the truth about this matter of love, a lot of good brains
will give way under the contradictory teachings that some sorts of
churches are by silence consenting to, while protecting men in
debauching woman-power, in marriage and out. Protestant churches never,
in my experience of their doings, assist women to establish themselves
on their own moral heights; even though these churches know that,
standing thus and there, women would lift men up to these heights, and
so easily hasten forward man’s truly human development. Besides, such
women’s sons would be born right the first time, and have less need of a
second birth. Woman could do so much for us if we would only give her a
fair chance to work according to her genius.
“You know how it was with LAURA?” Nothing could exceed his tenderness
and devotion as Reginald uttered this name, once so dear to Petrarch.
And then, as if reciting a memorized matter he went on in his distant,
ventriloquized voice:
“If that idolized object of Petrarch’s vehement passion had not held to
her rectitude (notwithstanding the harsh vicissitudes of her home), that
man Petrarch would never have known that _that_ woman’s personal
attractions were not her _real_ charm for him. For that _they_ were
excelled by her inherent moral glory and her spiritual-percipience.
“He would not have known that what he really adored was her _interior_
SELF, which SELF it was his business by the grace of HE-VAH to develop
_in himself_. And if by lack of rectitude she had failed of holding him
up to the business of understanding her spirit (instead of merely
possessing her personal attractions), he might not have learned the
truth as to WHAT LOVE FOR WOMAN IS FOUNDATIONED UPON EVEN IN THIS LIFE.
And in that case he would not, at her translation to the unseen world,
have been carried forward by his love to THE TRIUMPHS OF SELF-DISCOVERY
which befalls us when the Lord into his garden comes and the LILIES GROW
AND THRIVE.”
He was looking straight into the air as one does when remembering (or
putting together again) the parts of a total, which, though perfect in
its whole, is yet painfully puzzling in its stages of partial
development.
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