"I shall not. But I will be true to her all the same. You may be sure
that I shall not marry at all." Then he recurred to his old scheme. "If
I can find any mode of marrying her in some foreign country, so that her
son and mine shall not be the legitimate heir to the title and estates,
I would go there at once with her, though it were to the further end of
the world. You can understand now what I mean when I say that I do not
know how to begin." Jack acknowledged that in that matter he did
understand his brother. It is always hard for a man to commence any new
duty when he knows that he has a millstone round his neck which will
probably make that duty impracticable at last.
He went on with his life at Scroope for a week after the funeral without
resolving upon anything, or taking any steps towards solving the O'Hara
difficulty. He did ride about among the tenants, and gave some trifling
orders as to the house and stables. His brother was still with him, and
Miss Mellerby remained at the Manor. But he knew that the thunder-cloud
must break over his head before long, and at last the storm was
commenced. The first drops fell upon him in the soft form of a letter
from Kate O'Hara.
DEAREST FRED,
I am not quite sure that I ought to address you like that; but
I always shall unless you tell me not. We have been expecting a
letter from you every day since you went. Your friend from Ennis
came here, and brought us the news of your uncle's death. We
were very sorry; at least I was certainly. I liked to think of
you a great deal better as my own Fred, than as a great lord.
But you will still be my own Fred always; will you not?
Mother said at once that it was a matter of course that you
should go to England; but your friend, whose name we never heard,
said that you had sent him especially to promise that you would
write quite immediately, and that you would come back very soon.
I do not know what he will think of me, because I asked him
whether he was quite, quite sure that you would come back. If he
thinks that I love you better than my own soul, he only thinks
the truth.
Pray,--pray write at once. Mother is getting vexed because there
is no letter. I am never vexed with my own darling love, but I
do so long for a letter. If you knew how I felt, I do think you
would write almost every day,--if it were only just one short
word. If you would say, 'Dear Love,' that would be enough. And
pray come. Oh do, do, pray come! Cannot you think how I must
long to see you! The gentleman who came here said that you would
come, and I know you will. But pray come soon. Think, now, how
you are all the world to me. You are more than all the world to
me.
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