An Open-Eyed Conspiracy; An Idyl of SaratogaHowells, William Dean
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An Open-Eyed Conspiracy; An Idyl of Saratoga
Howells, William Dean
New York (State) -- Fiction; Saratoga (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Saratoga Springs (N.Y.) -- Fiction
I felt myself withdrawn from the affair farther and farther in sympathy,
since it had now passed beyond my control; and I resented the strain of
the responsibility which I had thrown off, I found, only for a moment,
and must continue to suffer until the girl’s father appeared and finally
relieved me. The worst was that I had to bear it alone. It was
impossible to detach Mrs. March’s interest from Miss Gage, as a girl who
had been made love to, long enough to enable her to realise her as a
daughter with filial ties and duties. She did try in a perfunctory way
to do it, but I could see that she never gave her mind to it. I could
not even make her share my sense of my own culpability, a thing she was
only too willing to do in most matters. She admitted that it was absurd
for me to have let my fancy play about the girl when I first saw her
until we felt that I must do something for her; but I could not get her
to own that we had both acted preposterously in letting Mrs. Deering
leave Miss Gage in our charge. In the first place, she denied that she
had been left in our charge. She had simply been left in the hotel where
we were staying, and we should have been perfectly free to do nothing for
her. But when Kendricks turned up so unexpectedly, it was quite natural
we should ask him to be polite to her. Mrs. March saw nothing strange in
all that. What was I worrying about? What she had been afraid of was
that he had not been in love with the girl when she was so clearly in
love with him. But now!
“And suppose her father doesn’t like it!”
“Not like Mr. Kendricks!” She stared at me, and I could see how
infatuated she was.
I was myself always charmed with the young fellow. He was not only good
and generous and handsome, and clever—I never thought him a first-class
talent—but he was beautifully well bred, and he was very well born, as
those things go with us. That is, he came of people who had not done
much of anything for a generation, and had acquired merit with themselves
for it. They were not very rich, but they had a right to think that he
might have done nothing, or done something better than literature; and I
wish I could set forth exactly the terms, tacit and explicit, in which
his mother and sisters condoned his dereliction to me at a reception
where he presented me to them. In virtue of his wish to do something, he
had become a human being, and they could not quite follow him; but they
were very polite in tolerating me, and trying to make me feel that I was
not at all odd, though he was so queer in being proud of writing for my
paper, as they called it. He was so unlike them all that I liked him
more than ever after meeting them. Still, I could imagine a fond father,
as I imagined Miss Gage’s father to be, objecting to him, on some grounds
at least, till he knew him, and Mrs. March apparently could not imagine
even this.
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