An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 1 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 1 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
After this pleasant speech the master of the house relapsed into
silence. The old butler moved quietly to and fro. There was a gentle
jingle of glass and silver now and then, like the ringing of distant
sleigh-bells. The wood ashes fell softly from the wide old grate. The
clock ticked in the hall outside. Time halted like a cripple. Bella
began to think that even a home Sunday--with Mr. Scratchell swearing at
the cooking and Mrs. Scratchell in tears--was better than this. It was
at least open misery, and the storm generally blew over as rapidly as
it arose. Here there was a suppressed and solemn gloom, as of a tempest
always impending and never coming. What a waste of wealth and luxury
it seemed to sit in a fine old room like this, surrounded by all good
things, and to be obstinately wretched!
When dinner was over, and certain dried fruits and pale half-ripened
oranges had been carried round by the butler’s subordinate, the butler
himself following solemnly with decanters and claret jug, and nobody
taking anything, the two girls rose, at a look from Beatrix, and left
Mr. Harefield alone.
‘Will you come up to my room and have some tea, papa?’ Beatrix asked at
the door.
‘Not to-night, my dear. I have a new number of the _Westminster_ to
read. You and Miss Scratchell can amuse yourselves. Good-night.’
No paternal kiss was offered or asked.
‘Good-night, papa,’ said Beatrix, and she and Bella went away.
It was a long evening. Bella did not like to open a novel, and did not
care for Bishop Ken, whose ‘Practice of Divine Love’ formed the last
stage in Miss Harefield’s self-culture. The only piano in the house was
ever so far away in the lumber-room, and the lumber-room after dark was
suggestive of ghosts and goblins, or at any rate of rats and mice.
Sunday evening at the parish church was gayer than this, Bella thought,
as she sat by the fire stifling her frequent yawns, and watched
Beatrix’s thoughtful face bending over Bishop Ken.
‘Yes, she is much handsomer than I am,’ reflected Bella, with a pang
of envy. ‘How can I wonder that he likes her best! She is like one of
those old prints Mr. Dulcimer showed us one evening--by Albert Durer, I
think. Grave dark faces of Saints and Madonnas. She is like a poem or a
picture made alive. And he is full of romance and poetry. No wonder he
loves her. It is not for the sake of her fortune. He really does love
her.’
And then came the question which in Bella’s mind was unanswerable. ‘Why
should she have everything and I so little?’
Beatrix read on, absorbed in her book. The clock ticked, the gray
wood ashes dropped upon the hearth, just as they had done in the
dining-room. Outside the deep casement windows the night winds were
blowing, the ragged tree-tops swaying against a cold gray sky. Bella
shivered as she sat by the fire. This was the dreariest Sunday evening
she had ever spent.
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