An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 1 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 1 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
The woman he loved declared herself all his own. She held the sacrifice
of fortune as a feather weighed against his love. She was ready to be
his wife, unfettered, unburdened by the wealth which had never entered
into his views or desires. The loss of that wealth would weigh as
lightly with him as it did with her. But could he be so selfish as to
take this impetuous girl at her word? Could he say to her, ‘Sacrifice
all things for my sake, fortune and duty, your father’s estate and
your father’s regard. Disobey and defy your father at my bidding?’
Could he, whose mission it was to teach others their duty, so far
violate his own?
Cyril told himself that he could not do this thing. He was a man who
had built his life upon principle, and though, in this case, passion
urged him strongly to do wrong, principle was stronger, and insisted
upon his doing right.
He asked advice from no one--not even from his cousin Kenrick, who had
found out the secret of his heart.
This is what he wrote to Beatrix within three hours of the delivery of
her letter, hours which he had given to deepest thought:--
‘MY BEST AND DEAREST,--How can I thank you enough for your
noble letter, and for its dear assurance that fortune ranks no
higher in your esteem than it does in mine? How can I answer you
conscientiously, and with a strict adherence to the hard path of
duty--and not seem to answer coldly?
‘If I could answer you as my heart prompts I should say, “Let us
begin our life journey at once.” I have no fear of the issue. Were
I a fatalist, I should feel myself strong enough to conquer adverse
fate, with you by my side. Believing as I do in a Divine goodness
governing and guiding all things, I can survey the future with
infinite reliance, feeling certain that all things will be well for
us if we only cleave to the right.
‘It would not be right, dearest, for me to profit by the impulse of
your warm heart, which prompts you to make so large a sacrifice for
my sake. You are but just emerging from childhood into womanhood,
and you can hardly measure the losses you are at this moment willing
to incur. Let us wait a few years, love, and if time and experience
confirm your present purpose, most proudly and gladly will I take my
darling to my heart, free from the splendid burden of wealth. Let us
wait at least till you are of age, and then, if you are still true
to your purpose of to-day, you will be justified in choosing for
yourself. No father has the right to impose his wishes upon a child
where a life’s happiness or misery is at stake, but he has the right
to do his uttermost to prevent an unwise choice. Your father has done
me the injustice to think me a fortune-hunter. He might be justified
in thinking me something less than an honourable man, if I were to
take advantage of your guileless nature, which knows not worldly
prudence or the thought of change.
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