An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 1 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 1 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
‘Why, Mrs. Dulcimer has just been praising your usefulness,’ said
Cyril, kindly, a kindness that fluttered Bella’s heart with baseless
hopes. ‘She has been telling me how much you do for your mother and
sisters.’
‘Oh yes,’ replied Bella, carelessly, ‘of course I try to be useful
at home. I work for my own family. But that is such an obvious
duty, and there is a pleasure in doing those things that is almost
self-indulgence.’
What a different story Adolphus and Bertie could have told about
Bella’s black looks when she had to sew on buttons for them!
‘What I should like would be to do some good for the poor, those
wretched creatures for whom you do so much. My mornings are all
occupied in teaching--but I have my afternoons to myself,--and I think
I could spare three afternoons a week, if you would show me how I could
be useful--in visiting and reading, or teaching the children.’
‘You are very good,’ said Cyril, thoughtfully, ‘and I like you for
having such a thought. But I really don’t know what to say. I have
several kind ladies who help me.’
‘Who run after you, you should say,’ thought Bella, savagely. ‘Forward
minxes.’
‘And really I hesitate at the idea of withdrawing you from a home in
which you are so useful. For after all, your mother, with her numerous
family, has as much need of sympathy----’
‘As those horrid rheumatic old women,’ thought Bella. ‘I should think
so, indeed.’
‘In short, my dear Miss Scratchell, your present life seems to me so
usefully and wisely employed, that I can hardly bring myself to propose
any alteration.’
‘Perhaps you think that I should be of no use in the parish work,’
suggested Bella.
‘Believe me, no. Indeed, I think, with your taste and handiness, and
industrious habits, you might be of much use. The poor are often sadly
deficient in taste and neatness, and the power to make the best of
things. If you could go among the younger people, and show them how to
be neat and tasteful in their homes, and in their dress, to make the
best of their small resources, to cultivate the beauty of cleanliness
and tidiness--if you could show them how much beauty there is to be
got out of the simplest things--in a word, if you could elevate their
taste----’ said Mr. Culverhouse, with vague yearnings after sweetness
and light. ‘Yes, I am sure you could be useful, as an apostle of the
beautiful.’
Bella’s face crimsoned with a happy blush. Her whole being thrilled
with triumph. She took this as a compliment to herself. He thought her
beautiful. Mrs. Dulcimer was right. He loved her, and in good time
would tell her of his love.
‘Tell me where to go, and what to do,’ she said, in a voice that
trembled with joyful feeling.
‘I will make out a list of people. I shall not send you among the very
poor, or to those who would pester you for money. I will send you into
homes where there are young people, where sympathy and kindly interest
in small things will be of use.’
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