An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 1 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 1 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
She slipped lightly out of the saddle, and stood beside him, bridle in
hand, the petted horse rubbing his velvet nose against her shoulder.
‘William is half a mile behind,’ she said. ‘He’s on one of papa’s old
hunters. Don’t you hear him?’
A distant noise, like the puffing of a steam-engine, announced the
groom’s approach.
‘Cyril,’ cried Beatrix, ‘are you as glad to see me as I am to see you?’
‘It is more than gladness that I feel, dear,’ he answered, clasping her
hands and looking earnestly at the expressive face, which had faded to
a sickly pallor after the flush of joy, ‘but, my dearest, how ill you
are looking, how changed----’
‘Oh, I have been miserable,’ she said, impetuously, ‘simply miserable.
I miss you every day in the week, every hour in the day. I did not see
you very often, did I? And yet, now that I am forbidden to go to the
Vicarage, it seems as if my life had been spent in your society. Oh,
you have work to do, you have noble ideas to fill your mind! How can
you tell the blankness of a woman’s life, parted from all she loves?’
‘My darling, it is not for life; it is only for a little while.’
‘A little while!’ she cried, impatiently. ‘A day is an age when one is
miserable. I wake every morning, oh so early! and see the dreary gray
light, and say to myself, “What does it matter? Night and day are alike
to me. I shall not see him.” Cyril, why did you write me that cruel
letter?’
The groom had ridden up by this time on his roaring hunter, and was
standing at a respectful distance, wondering what his young mistress
could have to say to the curate, and why she had dismounted in order to
say it.
‘My own love, how could I write otherwise? I promised your father that
for two years I would respect his desires, that I would counsel you
to no act of disobedience till you were old enough to take the full
measure of your acts--till time had changed impulse into conviction.
How could I have written otherwise than as I did?’
‘You could have said, “Defy your father as I do, laugh to scorn the
loss of fortune, as I do. Be my wife. We shall be very poor, perhaps,
for the first few years. But Heaven will take care of us as the ravens
cared for Elijah.” That is how you ought to have written to me.’
He was sorely tempted by her--tempted to take her to his heart that
moment, to rain kisses on the sweet pale face that he had never
kissed--to mount her on her lively young bay horse, and steal the
groom’s hunter for himself, and ride off to the Scottish border with
her, and be married by the unlearned priest of Gretna, who was still
plying his profitable trade. Never was man more tempted. But he had
given his promise, and meant to keep it.
‘Two years hence, my dearest, please God, I will have a home for you
that shall not mean absolute poverty. I cannot break my word, love. We
must wait till you are one-and-twenty. It is not a long time.’
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