An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 1 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 1 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
Bella sighed and looked at the fire. Her fool’s paradise was a sweet
place to dwell in, but there were times when the suspicion that it was
only a fool’s paradise, after all, crept like an ugly snake into the
Eden of her mind.
‘Dear Mrs. Dulcimer,’ she began thoughtfully, after an interval of
silence, in which the Vicar’s wife had been trying to accomplish some
manœuvre, almost as difficult as squaring the circle, with a brown
paper pattern and an awkward bit of flannel. ‘You are too good to be
so much interested in my welfare; but, do you know, sometimes I fancy
you are altogether mistaken--as to--as to--Mr. Culverhouse’s feelings.
He is all that is kind to me--he approves of my poor efforts to be
useful--he praises me--he seems always glad to see me--yet he has never
said a word that would imply----’
‘That will come all at once, all in a moment,’ cried Mrs. Dulcimer,
decisively. ‘It did with Clement. I hadn’t the least idea that he was
in love with me. My father was a bookworm, you know, like Mr. Dulcimer;
and Clement used to come to our house a great deal, and they were
always talking of first editions and second editions, and black-letter
books, and incunabula, and a lot more stuff, of which I hardly knew
the meaning. And one day Clement suddenly asked me to marry him. I
never felt so surprised in my life. I felt sure that my father must
have suggested it to him, but the idea did not offend me. These things
ought to be suggested. There are men who would go down to their graves
miserable old bachelors for want of some one to give them a judicious
hint.’
‘And you really think Mr. Culverhouse likes me?’ faltered Bella.
It was growing every day--nay, every hour--more and more a question
of life or death with her. The old home seemed daily more hateful,
the ideal existence to be shared with Cyril more paradisaic. Suspense
gnawed her heart like a serpent’s tooth. She knew, and felt, that it
was unwomanly to discuss such a question, even with friendly Mrs.
Dulcimer, but she could not help seeking the comfort to be obtained
from such a discussion.
‘My love, I am sure of it,’ said the Vicar’s wife, with conviction. ‘I
have seen it in a thousand ways.’
Bella did not ask her to name one of the thousand, though she would
have been very glad to get more detailed information.
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