"Only the pain that comes with many years, sir. God makes it easy for
me. Wilt thou bless me?"
"Thou hast God's blessing. Who can add to it? God be with thee to the
very end!"
"Enough is that. Thy hand a moment, sir."
For a moment they, stood silently hand clasped, then parted, and the
Bishop walked straight to the vestry and taking a key from his pocket,
opened the door. There was a fire laid ready for the match and he
stooped and lit it, and Ian placed his chair near by.
"That is good!" he said. "Bring your own chair near to me, Ian, I have
something to say to you."
"I am glad of that, Bishop. No one seemed to care for my sorrow. I was
made to feel this day the difference between a son and a son-in-law."
"There is a difference, a natural one, but you have been treated as a
son always. Ragnor has told me all about those charges. You may speak
freely to me. It is better that you should do so."
"I explained the charges to the whole family. Do they not believe
me?"
"The explanation was only partial and one-sided. I think the charge of
gambling may be put aside, with your promise to abstain from the
appearance of evil for the future. I understand your position about
the Sabbath. You should have gone on singing in some church. Supposing
you got no spiritual help from it, you were at least lifting the souls
of others on the wings of holy song, and you need not have mocked at
the devout feelings of others by music unfit for the day."
"It was a bit of boyish folly."
"It was something far more than that. I had a letter from Jean Hay
more than two months ago and I investigated every charge she made
against you."
"Well, Bishop?"
"I find that, examined separately, they do not indicate any settled
sinfulness; but taken together they indicate a variable temper, a
perfectly untrained nature, and a weak, unresisting will. Now, Ian, a
weak, good man is a dangerous type of a bad man. They readily become
the tools of wicked men of powerful intellect and determined
character. I have met with many such cases. Your change of name----"
"Oh, sir, I could not endure Calvin tacked on to me! If you knew what
I have suffered!"
"I know it all. Why did you not tell the Ragnors on your first
acquaintance with them?"
"Mrs. Ragnor liked Ian because it is the Highland form for John, and
Thora loved the name and I did not like, while they knew so little of
me, to tell them I had only assumed it. I watched for a good
opportunity to speak concerning it and none came. Then I thought I
would consult you at this time, before the wedding day."
"I could not have married you under the name of Ian. Discard it at
once. Take it as a pet name between Thora and yourself, if you choose.
No doubt you thought Ian was prettier and more romantic and suitable
for your really handsome person."
"Oh, Bishop, do not humiliate me! I----"
"I have no doubt I am correct. I have known young men wreck their
lives for some equally foolish idea."
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