Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
The workmen went home and said among themselves that now everything would
be all right. There will be good times, and things will be cheap. The
rabble, however, blackguarded the king and cursed the “gentle-folk.”
At the head of one of their groups a shabby drunken woman walked with
unsteady steps. Shaking her unkempt head she put her arms round the
neck of a young fellow and dragged him along. After a time she let her
companion go, chose another, and hugged and dragged him along while she
danced some immodest steps.
Some peasant proprietors who had come there accidentally, walked in
silence towards the city, their stout boots striking the cobbles firmly.
In all this throng they alone represented the people of great Hungary.
A friend of mine followed them, to see what they would do. At last one
of them, an old peasant, who seemed to have thought it over, stopped and
turned to the others, measuring his words:
“This republic is a fine thing; but now I should like to know who is
going to be King?”
* * * * *
_November 17th._
How long and terrible the night can be! Clocks strike, one after the
other; one gently, another hesitatingly, and the fine old alabaster clock
is hoarse, and its chest rattles between every stroke. Down in the street
a carriage races past at a gallop, then a single shot rings out in the
silence. The shot must have been fired in the street behind our house....
Then everything relapses into silence for hours. The floor creaks, as if
somebody is walking barefooted towards my bed, though nothing moves. How
often did the clock strike? I waited impatiently for the sound, and yet
forgot to count the strokes. I lit the candle. Not even half the night is
over, and it has lasted such an age. Then that hopeless, helpless despair
came over me again. I don’t want to think. It does no good. Yet in spite
of myself something forces itself into my mind, leans over me, like a
ghost. It is _yesterday_. It comes stealthily over the threshold, towards
me. I shut my eyes in vain: I can see it though it is dark. I see the day
with all its shame and cowardice. I can see those who have wrought our
ruin triumph and applaud in the exhilaration of their success: “Long live
the Republic!” My sprained ankle smarts suddenly. The man who knocked me
off the tram is conjured up: his head sails towards me through the air,
as though borne by huge protruding ears. His nose projects enormously,
and his mouth opens wide and shouts “Long live the Republic!” The big
hall under the cupola of the House of Parliament was full of mouths like
this, with soft, flabby lips, and the curly thick lips of women. It was
these who proclaimed the republic for Hungary. And we submitted, suffered
it, and held our peace.
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