Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
Somehow I had wandered into the crowded quarters of Budapest’s ghetto.
These streets had been fixed by nobody as the abode of the invading Jews.
The times have passed long ago when a Jew was not allowed to stay a night
either in Buda or in Pest, and when he could own neither house nor shop.
In fifty years they have conquered the town, and yet they have formed
for themselves a little ghetto of their very own. They have invaded
whole streets, occupying tenement-houses, in which they can live amongst
themselves. The newly built streets and houses soon became filthy, and
the entrances vomited the same odour which I have smelt in the ghettoes
of Amsterdam, Rome and Venice.
As I looked up I felt as if I were in a foreign town whose houses were
silently conspiring in the dark above the lighted shops. I had never
noticed it before, but there seemed to be here a secret, antagonistic
life which had nothing in common with ours, from which we were excluded.
The mask was dropped and the character of the streets became visible. The
sense of security of this foreign race had increased to such an extent
that it forgot to hide itself. It had been dissembling for a good while,
though, and we had lived here, and had heard and seen nothing. We did
not trouble about the course of events, and while they clasped hands
fanatically, from the gin shops at the village end, from tenement-houses,
editorial offices, shops, banks and palaces, over five continents, we
forsaken Hungarians could not hold together even in our own little
country.
Some of us begin to see clearly to-day, though what is happening now
happened yesterday too—then in secretive darkness, now in open daylight.
The immigrants have effaced the features of our race from the land, have
dug out our souls from our national affairs and substituted their faces,
their soul. This evil work has been going on for a long time.
The people who came from foreign lands were foreign to us only, but not
to the people of the ghetto. They whispered things we did not hear, went
to the ghetto of some other town, whispered again, and again went on and
on. Trotski had been in Budapest—he had lived here years ago. Others came
too, people whose co-religionists alone knew what they were after. We
only saw worms that cringed, we never listened to what they said to each
other.
I felt as if the whole quarter were speaking, as if every house, every
street in it were quoting from the ancient book of its inhabitants: “A
people which have eyes to see, and see not; they have ears to hear and
hear not.”
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