Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
I stood in front of the cashier’s little glass cage, leaning my elbows
on the cool marble slab. There were only a few people coming and going
in the big offices of the bank; a few servant girls sat about with their
deposit-books in their hands.
“How’s business in these days?” I asked the cashier as he pushed my money
over the counter.
“We have never been like this before. War-time was a perfect golden age
in comparison.” He leant toward me and spoke in a whisper. “The Jews are
exploiting the country and the Government shamelessly. The salary of a
minister used to be twelve thousand crowns. The ministers of the popular
Government have allotted themselves two hundred thousand and have had it
paid out for a year in advance. For overtime, they take one hundred and
sixty crowns an hour. The number of Ministers and Government delegates
increases every day. There are forty Secretaries of State running about
Budapest. Every radical journalist wants to be at least a Secretary of
State. Treasury notes are printed as fast as posters. It is said that the
popular Government has spent three milliards in a month—twice as much as
the most expensive month of the war. This peace is an expensive thing,
and one can’t say that the republic is exactly cheap. We are racing
towards bankruptcy. Many people are taking their money to Switzerland....”
“What I possess shall remain here. If the country is ruined, we
Hungarians will be ruined with it, at any rate.”
“It is wise to take precautions however,” the cashier said. “It is
rumoured that all gold and silver is to be commandeered.”
On my way home his last words kept coming to my mind. Among our old
family papers there is a little scrap of a document dated 1848, addressed
to my grandfather, Charles Tormay; it is a receipt for the silver he
had delivered to the mint to cover the issue of Kossuth’s banknotes. My
father once told me how on a certain day all the silver was heaped up on
the dining-room table. He was a little boy at the time, and asked how
he would be able to stir the sugar in his coffee if all the spoons were
taken away? “With a wooden spoon,” his mother said. My father could not
bear the idea of that, so he hung about the silver till he managed to
steal a little spoon. Everything else was melted down, and that little
spoon is the only thing that remains of our old family silver.
They gave it, and we would give it, but not to this crowd. I wouldn’t eat
with a wooden spoon for the sake of the entire government.
* * * * *
_November 30th._
A yellow fog has descended on the town. The houses have disappeared in
it, and the rooms are dark, as if the windows were covered outside with
mud-coloured blinds. Though it is forenoon, the lamps are burning in the
houses, as if a corpse were laid out in every room in the town. I never
saw a fog like this. It looks the very picture of our lives.
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