Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
Such are our rulers. They sell us over and over again every day. What I
was told in whispers is now admitted by the Government itself, because
Vlad, the leader of the Roumanian guards in Transylvania, has given the
show away. To display his strength and power, he told the unfortunate
Hungarian inhabitants of Transylvania: “The Roumanian guards have
received from the Hungarian Government ten million crowns and fifty-five
thousand infantry equipments.” Now even the deaf can hear what the
Government does with the arms it has filched from our soldiers, who,
notwithstanding their disbandment, were anxious to defend the soil of
their country. It gives the arms of Hungarian soldiers to Roumanians,
while it collects the weapons of Hungarian citizens for the benefit of
ruffians, escaped convicts and vagabond deserters.
The eternally harassing question: what is going on? has ceased to worry
me. Now I know that everything that happens is barefaced treason, unlike
any thing that has ever happened in my people’s history. The clauses
of a secret red treaty dictate every purpose, every action, and its
stipulations influence everything that has happened in Hungary since the
31st of October.
* * * * *
_December 1st._
Once upon a time December meant something lovely, glittering, cold,
white, and the warmth of bright fires. Now its whiteness is death, its
cold is torture, and everywhere the fires are out.
The cold at night is awful. Its breath penetrates into the rooms, and
terrifies one. When the maid told us this morning that there was no coal
left in the cellar, I could not believe her. I took a candle and went
down the winding staircase into the dark. The coal dust crackled under my
feet and the light of the candle flickered to and fro on the cobwebbed
wall. The cellar was empty; only a few logs of wood were lying in a
corner. It was some time before I realised what that emptiness meant. I
did not move, but just stood rooted to the spot while my breath steamed
in the candle-light.
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