Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
The lamp had not yet been lit, but a fire was burning in the wide marble
fireplace and shed its light around from below. It shone back from the
beauty of ancient bronzes, ran over the walls, and under its flickering
touch far-off Chinese springtimes came to life on the old porcelain, and
then melted again into the gloom, suddenly, as the flicker passed by. The
tall furniture stood haughty and clumsy, conscious of the fact that it
had always been there.
When the lamp was lit others came in, shivering, and we all gathered
round the fire like conspirators, for we all suffered the same pangs,
we all wanted the same thing. We knew that the hour had come, that we
had to call out the women from behind their locked doors. In the history
of Hungary women have not often appeared. They have never had to fight
for their rights, because there is no code in the world which protects
the rights of woman so well as ours did—even in the darker centuries.
They could live quietly in those days, and the handsome narrow faces of
Hungarian women shone only in the mild light of the home fire. Those were
Hungary’s happy days. But when the land was afire and misery was reaping
its harvest, then the Hungarian women rose to the occasion and stood in
the fore-front of the fight. Our country has never suffered greater
distress than now, and, as we sat there, we all knew that the women would
respond to our call and would sow the seed of the counter-revolution. Not
at meetings, not in the market-place, but in their homes, in the souls
of their men exhausted by the hardships of war, men who are down-hearted
to-day but who, to-morrow, will not dare to give the lie to the women who
believe in their courage....
I read the draft of the programme in which, hidden among social and
political reforms, I had attempted to sum up the vital needs of the whole
womanhood of Christian Hungary.
“Let us set forth clearly what we want,” said Countess Raphael Zichy. All
agreed, and at the head of the programme we stated, clearly and tersely,
the Holy Trinity for which we meant to stand: a Christian and patriotic
policy, the integrity of the country, and the sanctity of the family.
“I do not doubt the result,” said Prince Hohenlohe; “I have done much
organising in Transylvania, and I know what women can do.”
When we left and dispersed in the quiet streets of Buda, I felt that I
had entered on a new path, which might become my path of destiny.
* * * * *
_December 4th to 7th._
Henceforth life took on a new aspect. I shook off the paralysis of
despair which had made me a passive sufferer of events. Till now, like
a cripple deprived of the power of movement, I had brooded deeply over
everything that came within my ken, but at last I had become an actor
in deadly earnest in the tragedy, and I could waste no more time over
details.
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