Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
The exchange cut off the connection while my friend was speaking to me.
I did not hesitate long. I took my papers and recent correspondence and
burnt everything which could have betrayed our purpose, my friends or
myself. I often used to wonder why precious letters and documents of
certain periods had disappeared. There are many letters of Szécsényi,
Kossuth and Görgei which might well have been preserved for posterity.
And while I was burning the letters addressed to me, one by one, and
throwing their ashes into the stove so that no trace might be left
in the open fireplace, I understood why the political correspondence
of dangerous times had disappeared. There are many other details of
Hungary’s stormy past which have become clear to me now. Among other
things I understand why we have so few diaries and memoirs. For four
hundred years our noblest spirits were watched by Austrian spies; and
while in other countries innumerable hands recorded freely the lives
of their great contemporaries, with us, at the best, only the great
political declarations have been preserved. It was like this long ago,
and now it is worse still, for worse and more impudent spies are about us
now than the informers of the Austrian _regîme_.
When I had just finished my sad task I heard the bell in the ante-room.
Then I remembered these notes. I snatched them up from my writing-table
and hid them between my books. But it was only my Transylvanian friend
arriving. Her face, always sad of late, wore a new expression. She looked
round my room: “Have they been here too?” she asked, and then began
to laugh. It was the laughter of a mischievous child who has escaped
detection. “They found nothing at my place.” she said laughing again.
“They came early in the morning, with soldiers. I was still in bed, and
they wanted to break in the door. I shouted that I was dressing and
that a revolver was lying on my table, and meanwhile I threw into a
portmanteau whatever I could think of—the list of names of the Széklers’
National Council, the members’ list of the National Association of
Hungarian Women, and their pamphlets—and through an unguarded door
the bag disappeared from my room. I didn’t mind the police coming in
then; they searched everything—me too—but they didn’t find anything of
importance.”
In high spirits we went to the offices of the Association, where we found
the secretary at her table, surrounded by a number of ladies. Practically
everybody whose house had been searched that morning had come there and
everybody had a different tale to tell. When they were searching Countess
Batthyány’s library a list of names fell out of a volume, a list of
the lady patronesses of a ball held some years ago. They pocketed it
promptly: it contained the names they were hunting for.
“How about the letter to Count Andrássy?”
“Fortunately the messenger came for it last evening. I shouldn’t have
liked them to lay their hands on that....”
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