Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
A stranger turned the corner. I could not help thinking: was it he?—Or
that other one who sat in a motor-car and smoked a cigar? Everything
is possible here. Steps followed me, voices. Is he among those who are
walking there?—One of those whose voices are raised in threats over
there? The authorities are no longer pursuing their enquiries. The police
searched only to make sure that it could not find. But Tisza’s blood
cannot be washed away. It is there and it cries to Heaven.
I reached home tired out. Why had I gone out at all? What did I want? Was
I looking for anybody? At least I might have seen a familiar face coming
towards me, greet me, stop and tell me something that would have raised
hope. I might have heard that General Kövess was marching on Pest with
his returning army, or that Mackensen had gathered the Széklers round him
in Transylvania. So this was what I had been seeking! I wanted to hear
the sound of a name, the name of a man who was brave and strong, who knew
how to organise and how to give orders, who could lay his hand on destiny
at the brink of the abyss.
I found my room warm and cosy, for my mother had lit a fire while I was
out. Through the open door of the stove the light of the flames danced
into the room and was reflected from the parquet flooring. Stray rays
flickered to the book-case and passed over the gilding of old volumes.
Tea was brought in and my mother came with it. She was wearing a black
silk dress with a white lace collar, and the scent she always used
brought a faint delicate fragrance into the room. After the disorder of
the muddy streets the purity of this quietude was striking, and already I
felt refreshed.
Later on I had a visitor, Countess Armin Mikes, and her news dispelled
my temporary peace of mind. She was tired, her face was drawn as though
she had been ill, and her eyes were filled with tears. I knew what was
passing within her: the death of Transylvania.
“Have you heard,” I asked her hesitatingly, “that the United States have
recognised Roumanians right over Transylvania? Her _right_.... And our
traitors are going to hand it over.”
It was too terrible. The United States addressed the aboriginal Székler
inhabitants concerning the rights of immigrant Roumanian shepherds. The
United States: a young nation which, so far as civilization is concerned,
did not exist at a time when Transylvania had already been united to
Hungary for half a thousand years!
“Not an inch of ground could be taken from us even now if only the army
made a stand on the frontier.”
“If Tisza were alive!”
“If he were alive they would kill him again.”
We became silent, and for a long time the only sound was the crackling of
the embers in the stove.
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